I've seen this life change a society stuck inside pain
a zeitgeist of sucide nihilism thrives inside mankind's brain
we diet on drugs hiding behind vices high enough to fly away
from the crisis of realizin that life is just pointless avoid it deep inside graves
they trying to keep our minds caged predictable we act inside waves
lies sway us like slaves sick and tired of these mind games
but we comply tired of fightin tired of strivin so why stray
still despised cause I'm strange don't think like this hive so I find hate
but we all the same so follow me lets fall inside these hallow graves
I let the sickness inside talk to me I let the depression swallow me
I let hatred become a part of me stained in my veins and rotted me
just watch and see I am the devil the angel the fallen king
forgotten by a god that never wanted me cause I called out all of his dishonesty
we all know this is not prophecy these charlatans just want us on our knees
so walk with me answer all the screams in our heads as we do awful things
I'm probably a monster all of us are, stuck inside our haunted dreams
so lets wake up
kill yourself

fallen from love into a sorrowful grudge
against all of the scum that hollowed me up
stomped on my heart like they want me undone
and it's honestly getting hard for me to bottle up
and I swear the next laugh that gets cracked or stab in the back
will cause my gat to go blast in a ****ing massacre man
cause I'm manically sad and passed being mad
to where I actually have mass shootings planned
and I'm sick of feeling hated and I'm stricken with this hatred
stripped of all my patience so let this trigger just replace it
my vision isn't the same with all this spit that's in my face and
their sinister giggles play as I listen in this anguish
I'm not feeling very sunny I'm stuck in a rainy smog
and this rain is feeling bloody cause I can't escape these thoughts
of ripping up their blood streams I want this pain to fall
I'd kill everybody cause I ****ing hate you all

Somethings gotten into me
that blackens all the bliss in me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone
what is this that has stricken me
this hatred that has sickened me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone

father please forget me for I am not forgiving
all the times you've hit me all the lies you've sent me
all my life I've sensed these bottled gripes against me
and I know why cause all this time you knew a monster thrived with in me
and it's name is Micheal a hateful psycho
a dangerous guy who hates his life so
he takes his child and strangles it's smile
the anguish he creates will make it so vile
until it's empty inside but death in his eyes
like getting these lives will replenish his pride
like the best thing ever is the revenge on his mind
but at the end of the night he knows nothing will ever be right
deep down I remind you of your blood thirst
I'm the monster inside you now unearthed
hate me cause you despise you I make your guts turn
but I'm not like you I'm much worse

Somethings gotten into me
that blackens all the bliss in me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone
what is this that has stricken me
this hatred that has sickened me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone

I built a temple of hate to vent all this pain
to replenish my brain from the stress and the strain
there's no getting away from the depression and rage
only death will erase the devils I face
or this pestilent race get a pistol and aim
at the temples and bang let them enter their fate
bless us and drench us in the reddest of rain
it's simple I'm the devil and I'm not meant for this place
or maybe the truth is I'm deflecting my pain
and hiding away from the reflection I hate
there's a reason why they all wanna send me away
because I'm the devil and I'll never be sane
and I can't escape what has entered my brain
a darkness so dark that even heaven would break
so I hate everybody that has ever been made
cause I truly hate myself for getting this way

Somethings gotten into me
that blackens all the bliss in me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone
what is this that has stricken me
this hatred that has sickened me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone
Somethings gotten into me
that blackens all the bliss in me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone
what is this that has stricken me
this hatred that has sickened me
I hate everyone
so I'd kill everyone

just waiting on my death
might put a bullet in my head
send me way up i'm blessed
way up I feel dead

I feel like I'm cursed (yeah)
I like it's just the pain and the hurt (yeah)
I feel like they've taken my worth I feel like I'm caged on this earth
I feel the pain and anguish tainting me day by day they're makin it worse
I feel dead inside I feel like hell has entered my life
I feel depressed and I can't see an end in site where is the light
I feel death is present maybe I'll decend tonight
maybe I'll forget it every thing eventually gets better right nahh
not with the sadness not with the madness not with the trajic path I passin
they say god had planned, then god is savage I hear the bastard laughin dammit
I think I had it I can't stand it look how long I've lasted
I think my heart is gone I'm mannic and I think I want to vannish
my heart was golden now it's molded the skull of lonely poet
I'm so alone and hopeless my soul is cold I feel them pulling on it
the gun is loaded and I hold it to the dome just know I'll blow it
I'll explode it leaving soaked in the dark thoughts that left me corroded

I'm here for a good time not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed

sick to the stomache cause in it is something cynical and ugly physically it's nothing
mentally is something that's twisted my love in to myzery and grudges eventually I'll cut it
from intestines it's flooded ripped from body and left in a bloody bit of my guts and
my flesh is rusted cause it is corrupted by depression and sins I guess I'm disgusting
I feel like I'm falling
from grace cause I'm appauling
ain't nobody want me
I'll blow my brains with this shotty
let this heartbeat stop end it
let my death just get demented let this weapon bless my head with
the injection vaccine leaded cures infections of depression
oral methods work the best old smith and wesson what a blessin

I'm here for a good time not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed

maybe I'm just unholy
why this dark just won't go away
I feel the evil in my veins
I feel the evil in my brain
that's why I shoot it out i feel inhuman now
I just need to cool it down calm me before I loose my crown
loose my mind I'll do it now I'll shoot right through roof like pow
too sick wait for the grewsome sound when my body falls to the soothing ground
swollowed whole into a hollow hole falling from the dark I know
I just wanna go I'm all alone I'm lost in my somber woe

I'm here for a good time not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed
I'm way up I feel blessed, way up I feel blessed

I feel the devil grabbin me
pulling into insanity
he's eating the sad in me feeding on trajedy oh what a travesty my soul is now vanishing
into the cold behold my new majesty pulling my soul i'm growing more mannicly
my mind is now shattering my brian is splattering i still feel his hands on my heart and he's dragging me

way down to hell
way down to hell

Originally Posted by Lucem Ferre