ghaw2007

Let It Go

Verse 1
I though you were interested in me
Now I know it was all in my head
How could I be such a fool?
You were always on my mind
Every though was about you
I was completely wrapped up
My attention for you was more than physical

Bridge 1
I am still healing
And I know it will take time to get over you
It was my heart that got me into this mess
And it'll be my brain that will get me out
I need to let go of off starting today

Verse 2
For some time I've been blaming you
Even though it wan't your fault
I was angry with you
Now I need to forgive myself
I know I placed you on the spot
Releasing you from me is not going to be that simple

Bridge 2
I am still healing
And I know that I will have to be more patient
My foolish heart got me into this mess
Now I'm counting on my brain to help me out
I need to let go of you before it's too late

Bridge 3
I've got to let you go
I really cannot live like this anymore
I'll focus my attention elsewhere
To me, you are invisible
And when everything's said and done
I know I'll be better off

Chorus
Thoughts of you, I have to let them go
Feelings for you, I should let them go
I just want to be free
Reminders of you, I want to let them go
It's time for me to carry on with my life
Letting go of everything just might make me happier

Written by B. (Wednesday, January 17, 2001)
Copyright 2001

ghaw2007

Let's Make Sure We Kiss Goodbye

Verse 1
You and I have been constantly fighting
And I know that it's hurting both of us
There are thoughts inside of us that escape through our lips
And when they are released, voices rise and tears fill our eyes

Verse 2
We both can no longer stay together
Because there will be serious consequences
We cannot put ourselves through more and more heartache
We need to be further apart to make things better again

Bridge
I don't want to fight anymore
I don't want to cause more pain
That's the absolute truth
I need to carry on with my life
I can't afford to be held back
My heart never belonged to you
Then why does it feel like I gave it away?
It's time to journey out on my own
It'll be better than being unhappy
Let us both make a wish
That we will recover from all of this
All the secrets and lies will be a thing of yesterday
Scattered pieces will begin to mend
And we can finally move away from each other
We must start to heal
And let the past fade away
Let's bury it into the ground

Chorus
Let's make sure we kiss goodbye
Before you and I go our separate ways
I know that breaking up can be difficult
We've got to do this now instead of later
Let's make sure we kiss goodbye
Before you and I go our separate ways
This is the best thing for both of us
There is no point in continuing our relationship

Written by B. (Saturday, January 6, 2001)
Copyright 2001

ghaw2007

You Can Count On Me

Verse 1
I will never leave your side
Until I know that you're safe and secure
I will do my best to ensure
That happiness will be in your heart
Whenever you're scared and all alone
Just think of me
I will give you courage that will help you shine
Throughout your life
Love will connect you and I

Verse 2
I really do not know what the future has in store for us
But whatever the outcome may be
Just know that I will be holding your hand
I will pass everything that I have learned onto you
All of the love that I have for you is completely true
Hope will connect you and I

Bridge
There is no reason for you to run and hide
Because you have absolutely nothing to be afraid of
I am more than willing to share my life with you
Just open your entire mind, body, and soul to me

Chorus
You can count on me
To be with you when you're in pain
I promise you that I will be the true friend you've been wishing for
And all the memories we share
Will be locked within our bond
Entrust me with your hopes and fears
Because I'll always be there for you

Written by B. (Sunday, December 24, 2000)
Copyright 2000

ghaw2007

Dream A Dream

Verse 1
You can dream a dream
In the morning, day or night
You can dream a dream
Even if you're not sleeping
You can dream a dream
Without being aware of it
You can dream a dream
Just to let the time pass by
Or to think about yesterday

Verse 2
You can dream a dream
It is very simple
You can dream a dream
About anything special to you
You can dream a dream
It's a chance for you to relax
You can dream a dream
Just to sort all your thoughts out
And maybe you can start something new

Bridge
Let the visions appear
Don't block them out of your mind
Embrace every one of them
They can help you along the way
Dream a dream to make life beautiful

Chorus 1
Dream a dream any time of the day
Dream a dream whenever you are
Dream a dream out of curiosity
Dream a dream out of pleasure

Chorus 2
Dream a dream any time of the day
Dream a dream to make a difference
Dream a dream to challenge yourself
Dream a dream in complete silence

Written by B. (Wednesday, December 13, 2000)
Copyright 2000

ghaw2007

These Days

Verse 1
These days I feel dazed and a little bit confused
It seems like I've been walking blindly
These days I feel lonelier than ever
It seems like I'm the only person in the world

Verse 2
These days I feel like I'm sitting in the front row
And the scenes in my view play like a scary film
I don't know why I'm constantly out of breath
Day after day I am gasping for air

Verse 3
These days my mind is spinning from left to right
I do not know when it will finally stop
These days my feelings are acting like chameleons
Trying to keep things stable is not easy

Bridge
A trip away from this world
Might be beneficial to my well-being
A moment when everything's perfect
Could be the ultimate dream

Chorus 1
These days I am lost
There's bitterness in me
These days I feel like I'm trapped
Time isn't on my side
Changes worry me
These days I need luck in my life

Chorus 2
These days I am sad
These days I'm tired
These days I feel worthless
These days I am bored
These days I'm angry
These days I'm afraid of tomorrow

Written by B. (Wednesday, December 6, 2000)
Copyright 2000

ghaw2007

If I Could Be With You

Verse 1
If I could be with you for the rest of my life
I'd take the time to do things right
Whenever you are talking to me
I will always listen
You will never be ignored by me

Verse 2
If I could be with you for the rest of my life
I'd cherish every moment that we would share
You will always feel safe and secure
Whenever I am with you
Just give me time and you will see

Verse 3
If I could be with you for the rest of my life
I'd take the chance to surprise you once in awhile
It could be with a kiss on the cheek
Or a thank you card
You'll always be loved by me

Verse 4
If I could be with you for the rest of my life
I would be your light in the darkness
I'd take the time to laugh and cry with you
I will be a true friend
Entrust me with your hopes and dreams

Bridge
If I could be with you for the rest of my life
You will never be alone anymore
Just give me some time to show you that I'm serious
You'll always be cared for by me
I want to be with you until the end

Chorus
If I could be with you
I'd hold your hand and take you around the world
Show you all the things you've dreamed of
Nothing would make me happier than to see you smile

Written by B. (Tuesday, October 10, 2000)
Copyright 2000

ghaw2007

Why Can't We Talk?

Verse 1
When I called your house, you hung up the phone
At the sound of my voice
The way you are acting towards me causes me to wonder
Did I do something wrong?
Did I say anything incorrect?
Just tell me what is really going on
I need to know

Verse 2
We spent countless moments together
Those were the joyful days
I never expected a sad outcome
Not even a bizarre one like this
I think I better call two professionals for help
It seems like Mulder and Scully are good FBI agents
They can solve this case

Verse 3
The least you could do is come up to me
And give me an honest answer
Tell me why you choose not to speak to me
Do you feel that I am a threat to you
Or are you acting out of jealousy?
I guess I will never know the real reason
Unless you tell me

Chorus
Why can't we talk anymore?
We were the best of friends
I wonder what has caused you to keep your distance from me
Tell me why can't we talk anymore?
We never were enemies
Suddenly you turned your back away from me

Written by B. (Thursday, August 24, 2000)
Copyright 2000

ghaw2007

Listen To Me

Verse 1
There's no need for you to worry
I'm not getting myself into trouble
It's just that I don't want any contact from other people
I have this need to be all by myself
Why won't you listen to me?
I'm pleading to you
I will be careful

Verse 2
You're asking too many questions
And that's why you're starting to get on my nerves
Why do you always bother me?
You know I need a lot of privacy
I'm trying to find who I really am on the inside
I can't go about with my business
You're constantly getting in my way

Verse 3
I know what I am doing
And I won't have any future regrets
Being along doesn't scare me
Because I have the strength to live through it
You have to leave
So I can be on my own
If you're still trying to pull me backyards
Just know you are no longer my friend

Bridge
This is my final choice
I'm not going back on my word
If you'll only listen
Maybe you will see why this is so important to me

Chorus
Please go away
Leave me in solitude
Why won't you respect my decision I have made?
I don't want you around me
I've never forced anything upon you in my life
So why can't you do the same for me?
Just leave me alone
I need space

Written by B. (Tuesday, August 22, 2000)
Copyright 2000

ghaw2007

One Long Year

Verse 1
There's no answers to any of my questions
But I keep asking the same ones
Time's moving slow
Everything is the same
Nothing has changed
I'm still locked inside

Verse 2
What's the point of wishing?
If none of your dreams come true
It's just a waste of time
I'll try doing something else
It's the first of June
But January seems far away
I'm very anxious
I'm looking for a way out

Chorus 1
Why has this been a very long year?
I've been struggling to get myself on the right track
I'm hoping it'll come to an end
I want to venture out into the world

Chorus 2
Why has this been a very long year?
I've been struggling to become a stronger person
All the memories are tearing me apart
I have to leave the past behind

Chorus 3
Why has this been a very long year?
I've been trying to hide myself from all the pain
There are many words that are left unspoken
I don't have an ounce of courage in me

Chorus 4
Why has this been a very long year?
I have done nothing to deserve this
I tried to change who I really was
But now there's smoke surrounding me

Written by B. (Saturday, January 20, 2001)
Copyright 2001

ghaw2007

Ever Since

Verse 1
The memory of that cold December morning is fresh in my mind
It's as though it only happened yesterday
A voice inside my head said "You're going too far"
But I did not pay attention
Sometimes when I look back I wish I hadn't given you the letter

Verse 2
I must admit that I ignored all the hints that were dropped
They all suggested that I could never be with you
Maybe I was afraid of reality
Because you would be out of my grasp
A slap across my face brought my senses back
And I felt misled

Bridge 1
I wanted to be the only person you thought of
I though that we could start a relationship
I was trying real hard to impress you
The need to be close to you kept increasing

Bridge 2
I was attracted to everything about you
Why did you have to say all those things you said?
They should have been words left unspoken

Chorus
Ever since you told me that you and I were both different
I've been trying to get you out of my mind
But it's not as easy as I thought
Ever since you told me there are boundaries that I cannot cross
I've been wishing to change the way you are
Only because I want you to be more like me

Written by B. (Monday, January 15, 2001)
Copyright 2001