Whaddupdeezy

This song, and everything else i write, is based on a personal experience, long with some exaggeration to help bring out more emotion.

Whaddupdeezy

This song is about my brest friend who Overdosed and died this morning today...

"Ashton"
Can you feel the sickness crawling inside?
Does it tear you apart from bone to bone?

This doesnt feel right anymore,
All just a dream
Yet the pain is so real
I dont even know how im supposed to feel

This darkness fills my insides,
All just a dream
I looked you in the eyes before you left this world

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just wanna fight against how i feel this way
Why did you leave so early?
You know we needed you longer,
life without you is growing worse day by day

Please God,
Tell me why it had to be this way
What ever you have planned is not right
Oh, I pray to you
Just look over me while youre gone,
because now is when i need you most

Just get outta my head
I didnt need to see what i saw today.
I woke to a lifeless body staring me right in the eye
I miss you dearly
So please watch over me