dahotshotda

every day we woke up beside each other
but now its not you its always another
man that i see beside me in my bed
i just cant get the fact that youre now dead
its crowling inside so very slowly
i cant take it anymore im so lonly
every night in my dreams saying youre right behind
where are you, i cant see you im loosing my mind

since that day im not alive
im going crazy i cant survive
you were my heart and my soul
and since youre gone this world's a black hole
why did it happend in that special day
i remmember it like it was yesterday

i tryed to get over you but i dont
always a voice inside me saying i won't
our life is not going according to plan
and now im married to another man
but you always will own my heart
i'll never forget you, without you im falling apart

since that day im not alive
im going crazy i cant survive
maybe we just werent meant to be
maybe this is our destiny
its like it was yesterday i remmember
but ill never forget it, the 11th of september

dahotshotda

anyone ?