Song I've been working on (Opinions!!)

[Dancing_Princess18]

Okay so yeah you can tell what happened to me today (yay a holiday!!) and I get my emotions out through songs, no idea if they are any good but just for fun. Tell me what you think of them feel free to edit anything if you want I want HARD cold opinions. Thanks!

Probably Should

I should be on a plane now
southbound for Tampa
but I'm still here broken-hearted
just like the day you left me

There ain't much I can really say now
once a lyin cheater always one
and I can probably guess what you're doin' now

Im layin here cryin'
while your probably laughin'
Im here all alone
while your probably out havin' fun with friends
Im so wasted thinkin' bout you
while your probably with someone new
I guess in the end it was only me who wanted forever

It's been three long damn days
I should probably eat somethin'
I've got a full inbox of texts from worried friends
I should probably call them back

Im layin here cryin'
while your probably laughin'
Im here all alone
while your probably out having fun with friends
Im so wasted thinkin' bout you
while your probably with someone new
I guess in the end it was only me who wanted forever

Someone said he killed me
Killed my spirt and my soul that is
but right now im to far gone, to wasted tonight
I should probably look into rehab tomorrow because

Im layin here cryin'
while your probably laughin'
Im here all alone
while your probably out havin' fun with friends
Im so wasted thinkin' bout you
while your probably with someone new
I guess in theend it was only me who wanted forever

I should be on that plane now
southbound for Tampa
but im still here broken-hearted
just like the day you left me