Sansa Stark

if you doubt this half drunk heart
it's not my problem
it's not my fault when you
decided you wanted that heart sunk
who am i to say no to going fishing?
tossed overboard though i pretended
to not feel the hooks to follow after
you can see the lines coming out of my spine
instead of a hand i'll give you the dice to choke on
make your own gamble this time, this turn won't be mine
my hands go behind my back,
blindly building gallows and i can't say i'm sorry
i'll mourn the love i once held in my deepest veins
crisscrossing roots that drove me insane
i'll see you looking for your face in my words
take this now, i'll take the mirror's spark
turned up into shards i'll cut the lies from your face
there i go, there i went climbing the fences of other people's lives
one step ahead of this story that fits too well to hand
but here I am in my garden of nouns and stilll,
I cannot make you understand.

WWWP

<3

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Sansa Stark

Sansa Stark

I feel my legs stir to carry me up and away
I told my heart to tell them to let me stay,
anchored by good faith i was
and i will learn to swim again,
as these waves crash over me and i,
i will not be drowned with this heavy crown
upon my head full of fear,
treading water, I'll attend my own rebirth,
from the foam I'll rise, Venus De Milo,
second sequence, the daughter of fire,
out of the flames singing the echoing screams
of the joy that fills me, still afraid i become a queen
among the fools i made myself, i've been dreaming,
i've been dreaming in the daytime
while I'm clutching to life when I'm sleeping,
but I'm waking, I'm waking up to find my heart has grown
and it grows and pounds it pounds so loud and I'm afraid,
I'm afraid I think everyone will hear it's pleas
to open the windows and let it out to fly,
but who am I to clip it's wings?
be patient with me when I send my ravens,
like this I'll carve our names in the trees between us
and crown myself in their flowers,
grown out of devotion and rooted deep in the summer sun,
rising forever over you.
I'll collect the stars in my eyes just to make you love me,
and I'm not afraid to say how foolish am I to cling to a sinking ship,
if I can't swim, I'll swallow the ocean and become a new sea.

Sansa Stark

i'm sorry for bleeding publicly
but who's to notice
they'll only take notice when i've bled out,
the knives in my back i thought were strength
but lies add up into mythology,
it doesn't mean that i don't love you
but my faith in things i can't see wanes
to remind me i'm still human, i'm human too,
full of blood i am i'm letting it out for show,
just for show i suppose,
i throw smoke to make my escapes
when you're touching feelings,
with your fingers in my organs i can't lie
and say i'm not afraid
they've grown a part of me now,
but i used to pretend to myself
that they were not there before
i'm trying, i'm trying to take the wool from my eyes
but it takes the skin with it's pull.

Sansa Stark

hello it looks like it's time for purging nothing to see here unless...

(well you'll know if you know)


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"and when you're in my arms, you know that's where you are safe"
I guess this was once thought of as fate
but to tell the truth i was only saving face
as i stepped out into the sun i tried to scratch my memories
i tried to bruise my memories, bleeding the man in front of me
i never said i'm sorry, and i'm not about to now

"and when a man loves a woman, he ****ing owns her"
but i wasn't a woman, i was a fog, i was a vapour
touching your skin with poison, living in your limbs forever
and in your anguish, i grew stronger, on your despair, i grow stronger.

"You are my last bastion of true, honest hope"
But the tragedy is, I belonged to no one, I never will
so I made the bastard of you, I made the fool of you
madness carried me out of your arms, to somewhere far from
your bondage you left out of your promised hands
and now here I am, still retching up your bastard heart.

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but little birds must have their flights,
little birds will learn to fight
against the tidal waves of bondage,
little birds who've earned their name
will not follow on your trail you've bent
and built into tomorrow's world,
and in hindsight, cowed in hunger
a little bird will fall from its cage
remembering flight, remembering how to fight.

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it's all on the line,
the tugging of the twine,
holding onto our hearts,
it's pulling it's pulling
and is it fraying
tell me the truth right now
because i'm losing your language
here in my room i'm trying to
claw out the slivers you left in me
while it pulls at me tangled up,
tangled up i'm falling in and out
but who am i kidding
so twisted up in your misdirection,
numbering up your indiscretions,
on the dock i prowl at night
watching you drowning
holding back my hands
a human being is not
a means to stay afloat
here it is
you're going to
learn to tread water.

Sansa Stark

don't stick with it,
it's just voyeuristic,
and if you don't quit with this
i'm not coming over,
deal with it on your own time.
when you take the time to give yourself to the clouds,
i will not be there to bring you back down.
after all, you know everything,
except where to find me when i'm burning at the stake.
after all everything means nothing,
and to go forward we must go backward.
try to catch me sharing limbs
with someone who's always afraid
i wake up to fondness and fanfare
sadly, it's shadowing you
tuneless, and untrue.

Dougdenslowe

Good stuff!

Sansa Stark

I know right?

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i couldn't help it,
sending my love through
razor wires
oops, i'm sorry i ran off
to grow my teeth in,
to sink my teeth
into other skins
i'm not sure if i'll be back,
if i'll be back soon
i guess you can find me if
you're looking, after all
you always are, aren't you?*
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As I reached for him,
I shattered him
emaciated into time,
he became the truest love to find
you gave up the galaxy
when it rest against my cheekbones,
bleeding stars torn open your sky,
I'm not far from this mess forever
I can't seem to make up my mind

Sansa Stark

how could I have given up that life
burdened blackened given to melancholy
without mercy
burned and blackened
an offering at your pyre

in memory come and find and fix me
for I have grown to be sick again
and all of them, they want to be looking like you
threatening vaguely
while I'm looking for you in the place that I have kept you
the place where you shouldn't be
I'm sorry to come back here but
I've forgotten how to be
I'm singing the song that you wrote for me
while I'm trying not to bleed

remember that I carried pretty words about
and if it were that I were braver
I'd give the ones that rest in my head back to you.