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06-08-2010, 04:14 PM | #41 (permalink) |
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i like the second one i think it would sound good with an 808 downtempo beat and a few 7th chords, maybe a tad swing style to it
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06-08-2010, 05:03 PM | #43 (permalink) |
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if you want i can show what i meant for instrumental idea (it will be instrumental no lyrics)
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04-11-2012, 09:33 PM | #44 (permalink) |
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hay
1. I no longer want what I have worked so hard for, I want everything else. Remember to be steel you’re so weak I don’t want to believe this is mine anymore, I will return to everything I used to be, I’m so full of rage and I remember now there is something I am reaching my hands past you towards it’s so sick but it’s true and I feel it deeper it came so soon but pulling it out of my throat won’t do me any good, my organs will come with it and I feel me coaxing out the evil it feels so ****ing good I’ll make myself a god I’m watching you build your shrines that I’ll topple with my tiny feet is there no one I can trust is there no one I can tell lies to I’ve forgotten that I didn’t want to be here anymore. I’m writing out my lives to strangers, loves and lies to strangers ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I feel alive in something that I’ve written down on someone ears can you hear me speak toward a windowpane I am laughing later than it seems all you have to do is wait for me to blow forward with kisses tumbling out of a mouth that sometimes is wrong but always goes on. Turn off the eyes to turn them on brighter it matches my smile that curves around my face do you think you can match it up tile for tile it might take forever it will surely take a while but I don’t wait to stop running to stop the laugh that trails up my ankles and over my hips it remembers me? Can’t you see? It finds itself in the warm water rising into your skin to swallow it. I feel alive I’ve woken up to tear apart the clay that I always forget that isn’t forged by any other hand it seems no other way but now I remember how to see. Can’t they see you past the spears in your heart? I raise up my shoulders, I’ll speak for myself this time, every other time you’ve taken my voice and it’s louder than you are tall -------------------------------- it seems like you could coax the devil out of me or grab it by its tail if it goes through your hand you’ll not hold it against me will you remember that I’ve bled too, bled through but don’t make me carve you into my side if I need to remember I’ll pave the road myself with my pierced hands clawing at the dirt in a joy that the body feels but the mouth cannot name if maybe you could coax the devil out of me I would not need to stop myself from swallowing this world whole softening me up without the broken nails. It’s just that everyone seems to forget that I was only broken once but you could love me without that need to smother it’s a contagion I don’t get the taste of as close as it comes to you. |
04-11-2012, 09:39 PM | #45 (permalink) |
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These are written to be read aloud, dude. I would love to perform these.
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05-22-2013, 05:59 AM | #47 (permalink) |
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good morning musicbanter
new things: something about pianos always makes me cry, all on the nights I can hear them and the chords blend on forever and it looks like they only come in read, and i feel sick the only sick come onto this purity i murdered for i emasculated them all and i'm still tossing it over my head. i guess it comes into place when you're tearing them apart, the early morning red smile, oh it feels like the honest hand in the arms of liars. they call my every demon and this heart made me a god, soon as i tore it out of them. but i don't line myself up with yesterdays fancies --------------------------------------------------- so i’ll liven up my whiskey glass to separate for the pain oh well, who cares it wasn’t worth it anyways all the goodness risen up to the slaughter can i really say i’m not surprised and between the days i can forget right where it hurts good faith was among my bad habits i’ll try to pretend like it never happened and until you come home you never existed I wake up to this nightmare again and again I chase after forgetfulness and I only feel it slip while i know i was too good to be true the loved ones seem to become the exception and not the rule ------------------------------------ here we rest, he says he was always beautiful forever flaunting feathers he looks back at me so skinny and so shrewish I've been writing letters to you since before I was born I spoke to you across the many years I guess it seems and I weigh every word and send it back to you, just waiting Now I'm dying and wishing that I'd never opened up that door never cleaned the cupboards and ate up all the pantry And I ask myself why can't just give them all up Give them up to let go and let God in My fingertips did spell out faith once but it's just never the right kind So just leave and never come back I'll turn up my hands as a sacrifice I can't cross back to the street to where I left my spine I can't mark it and sing sweetly this was mine, once was mine. -------------------------------------- I can’t say that he knows how to count the lies he counts on his own but are you watching me walking away you were so wrong I’ve got all these lies holding up to hide the claws in my chest I’m doing my best I’m doing my best to forget that you believed it was for you nothing I say now will count towards making that one slip untrue wont you believe me on the nights I wake up with your name on my lips im falling apart pulling apart day by skipping day I wake up to forget, wake up to forget what ive come to regret which cripples me from all the way under pulling out the nerves from my skin like petals fall apart he loves me he loves me not did I tell the truth im telling lies to everyone but you I swear I swear the flowering rage prescribes me a pain Its drowning into me I’m pulling it out To remember this is to die I’m on a mission to forget you exist forget my heart is in your hands you only smash smash so careless that it feels itself out of the hole in my chest It’s a myth that finds itself destroying my lungs Choking itself out of me do you believe me now? Do you believe in how… It’s curving my spine into a scream, with its silence it’s heaviness is my everyday sickness that ive never seen its breaking my back the hollow rage it has become my blood and bone it sinks its teeth into me when I’m all alone the longing is dripping into my skull like molten gold can you just tell me, tell me again when can I feel whole? All these things. All these things. You’ll never know. I just wanted to be good I just wanted to be good for you --------------- bye musicbanter xoxo |
05-22-2013, 08:10 PM | #48 (permalink) |
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It seems to be my legacy,
breaking things that are right in front of me, fixing them up and making them whole, those things they're too big to swallow I apologize, there's just too much of me to tie down to you and contorting myself tends to let me fly away like I did before, catching my hair on the tree branches, forever leaving parts of myself behind. Hansel and Gretel, who know's what goes between your eyes? |
05-24-2013, 09:35 PM | #49 (permalink) |
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sigh.
------ It seems to me that you are my madness, my true madness, without a standing sickness, except with the hands of love, holding up the flesh I tore spart myself, a mistaken rage, my violence is contained, I bury it, I bury you inside me, can you stay there forever, can you sleep in the space between my knees? I can feel myself exploding with hope. Where there was organs there are red, blinding sparks. Tell me, am I bandaged in faith? Good god, I aspired to be less than this. I'm sealing this envelope with my own blood, freely given, not forcibly shed, can you tell? Am I transparent in all the hours I've been collecting, the words I pick up at the side of the road. I nurse sentences back to health, you'll see them with their new lives in reference to you, only you. It was only ever you. The scratches of a diamond on a mirror, I can now see the future, your hand is on my shoulder. How can you trust me not to break your fingers? I'm chewing on fear, this doesn't belong to you, but maybe I do. |
06-04-2013, 04:56 AM | #50 (permalink) |
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I'm building up this bridge
just to tell you that wasn't your lie no, the things you read into don't always belong to you. all the lonely men, the weapons of choice I carved my name into them, but found them bloodless, I filled in their names with black ink Twenty miles high, the skyline built on a typewriter's clacking keys 26 ways of unlocking into me I offer them all, up to you Don't misplace the threads, please they've sewn me back together so tightly but being in pieces is not unthinkable when those parts rest in your hands. |
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