pryingopenmythirdi

Hey guys, these are my songs as of late, im new to these forums currently im lead vocalist/guitarist of an untitled band, and I also write poems and stuff whenever I can.

Enjoy


TORN:

Stuck to my bed,
Curtains shut,
Vultures waiting outside
Ready to tear me up.

When you ****ing left,
You took a part of me,
So now I stay indoors,
An indoor life I lead
Imprisoned in myself,
You locked me up
Locked inside myself
And threw away the key

When you ****ing left,
You tore away
The most important thing
Ever to me
You tore away yourself
But I don't want you back
Just want to fill
The hole in my chest
Gaping hole,
When you tore my heart out
The hole it left

Im left kneeling
Shattered hopes and dreams
Left to pick up the pieces
But when I try to grasp
Pick them up
They cut my hands
Bleeding

So now I stay indoors,
The sun my enemy
My eyes burn everytime I
Open my blinds to see,
Your friends standing there
The vultures circling
Ready to make my life complete
Completely miserable

Im left kneeling
Shattered hopes and dreams
Left to pick up the pieces
But when I try to grasp
Pick them up
They cut my hands
Bleeding

All I do is bleed,
Wipe your crimson hands,
spit it back at me,
I couldn't give a ****
Since you left me,
Im just a shell
Youve taken my insides
Now you leave me shattered
Shattered hopes and dreams

Now ill just forget,
And remain invisible
Ignore your ****ing friends
Just want to be alone
Just want to be myself
Because my lights in my head are on
but nobodys ever coming home

GRIN:

Drown yourself in others guilt
You know you love it
Pretend to be saddened
By the fact you get off on this
but you know you need this
Never have you been more alive
By acting so dead
Your not a bad person
Its all in your head

But as soon as you get home
You'll smile
Because some people don't have one
As soon as you eat
You'll laugh
Because other starve
You feel ashamed with yourself
But you know you need more
You get off on others sadness
Just to feel at all

Get all warm
****ing with peoples head
Because you want to relate
Your ****ed in the head
You want to relate
Even though you don't have a reason
You know you need this
Its the sadness you feed on

You know you're a bad person
But still you smile inside
Look at the world
And grin

UNTITLED:

It was in Autumn,
We were nine
I held your hands
And you held mine
You were my only friend back then
Never knew one day it would end

It was in winter
We grew old
The summer was warm
The winters still cold
No it hadn't ended yet
No your life wasn't over yet

Then in spring god took you away
Guess we never could change fate
Cancer took your life away while
I had to live mine
Your sun set today

CHORUSYY:
But no, you left me
No reasons
Guess nothings free
But love
But he took that away
I cried when they took mine away
But one day ill see you again
Our love will never end
Never end

As I got older,
The winters grew colder
My hands were empty
But my heart was full
Everyday im busy thinking of you
All I do is think of you
I remain just thinking of you

CHORUSYY:
But no, you left me
No reasons
Guess nothings free
But love
But he took that away
I cried when they took mine away
But one day ill see you again
Our love will never end
Never end

When I have death
When its my time
Once again,
Ill hold your hands
And once again you'll hold mine
We will go back there once again
But this time it will never
End.

Why.

VERSE 1:
She found the body on the floor, his suicide note pinned to his door. It said: im sorry, im leaving, guess I always screw things up in the end. I love you, ill miss you, guess when it is time you'll be here too.

CHORUS:
why did you have to go?, life sucks, tell me something I don't know. I just
can't seem to get it thorugh my ****ing head, why not stay with me than be dead. I miss you
and even when I dream, your voice stuck inside my head, you're still not fully there, just have this missing space beside me in my empty bed.

VERSE:
Calling all cars, another one dead, hanging from his roof, a noose round his neck. It seems so many people want to die, it seems so many people build emotions inside.

CHORUS:
why did you have to go?, life sucks, tell me something I don't know. I just
can't seem to get it thorugh my ****ing head, why not stay with me than be dead. I miss you
and even when I dream, your voice stuck inside my head, you're still not fully there, just have this missing space beside me in my empty bed.

I don't have to say goodbye to my dreams, because im still dreaming of you x4