Lutherfish

This seems to be a common thing but whatever.
I've always loved poetry and music, and after my girlfriend left me about a month ago,
well this weekend I listened to like 10 hours of Hollywood Undead, 3OH!3, Wired All Wrong, and Family Force 5.
I got up sunday morning and wrote nonstop.
I think it has potential to be at least a little bit okay.
But not many of my friends are into this.so help would be much appreciated.
here we have it:


Slap me, stab me
Shoot me, make me
Hate you, I’d hate to
Be phased over your face for too long
You ask me if something’s wrong
No it’s just a ****ing song
And no, from me nothings gone
And even now I couldn’t stop King Kong
You know that beast inside of me
My rage, anger, and fury
The mask I put on to assure me
That the world aint the ****ing jury
And you’re not the only person who can cure me
Surely from this sorrow
This **** will end tomorrow
Cause everyday I have to borrow
Smiles from your face like stolen cargo

I’m never gonna give them back
Someone’s got to steal them from me
I gotta let go of the past
So whys it so hard suddenly
Every night ‘fore I hit the sack
I see your face in front of me
Even though now it don’t mean jack
My god, now I’ve had enough, see

Why do you torture me so
With the knowledge that we know
This is unnecessary though
Yet you continue to be there
In the hallway on the stairs
Out of us, only me cares
How the **** did we get to that
I thought it was fine where me and you sat
That day I was taken so aback
In the position that I was at
Because of what we had
I’m mad and I’m sad
And I really highly doubt
With all that you brought about
This was the necessary route
I’m ****ing steaming and pouting
And ****ing screaming and shouting
I need all these feelings out
Even though…

I’m never gonna give them back
Someone’s got to steal them from me
I gotta let go of the past
So whys it so hard suddenly
Every night ‘fore I hit the sack
Think of the time said you loved me
Even though now it don’t mean jack
My god, now I’ve had enough, see

It used to be
I didn’t have to fear the day
When your words would hit me like a freight train
A couple of times it nearly came
Or felt that way
So Kalt wie Schnee
Yet everyday I hear your name
And see your face, it’s nearly the same
This dreary game and searing pain
I’m about to break, so clear the way
Nonetheless, I’m here today
Not sure if I wanna really stay
I mean, I know it’s over
And now I’m a loner
But never in my life have I wanted you closer
Cause now everything feels colder
Said me, “I just want to hold her
Talk for 5 hours cause I phoned her
And say ich lieb dich like I told her”
I wish these times were like the older
You called me a dork
I got you that spork
The hat from Warped Tour
14 no less or more
My face on your phone
That’s the über bones
Birthday graffiti
And loads of CDs
A purple one right
Had a Fight Club night
Painted your dresser
V for Vendetta
Baker’s-Halloween
You know what I mean
Dizzy Balloon rocks
Peace from Arkansas
Scared you after dark
Then met the gang at the park
Went to Quarantine
Then the Chittyville scene
Dinner at the Branch
Then Homecoming dance
The witch on my door
Yeah, our house for sure
Your lips are sticky
And now it’s just FICK DICH
I hate all these ****ing memories
But…

I’m never gonna give them back
Someone’s got to steal them from me
I gotta let go of the past
So whys it so hard suddenly
Every night ‘fore I hit the sack
Think you did all that stuff with me
Even though now it don’t mean jack
My god, now I’ve had enough, see

I’m never gonna give them back
Someone’s got to steal them from me
I gotta let go of the past
So whys it so hard suddenly
Every night ‘fore I hit the sack
I see your face in front of me
Think of the time you said you loved me
Think you did all that stuff with me
Didn’t think you’d had enough of me
I guess you’re really above me
If I’m inferior then **** ME