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10-10-2010, 02:25 PM | #351 (permalink) |
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lyin eye's
Open up the way now
aren't we modified enough haven't we swallowed all that we can stomach. Why does no man stand up why must we take it on the chin i want to know what happened at the beginning. Not a single moment to lose time is running out before all things pass away another day comes more doubt Piles and piles of it i carry on my back your face my crack. Bury our heads in the sand and wait, while i wash my hands why do i feel guilt what have i done being illiminated one by one. Everytime i look around we seem fewer where has the white man gone no one speaks english anymore as i see foriegn signs on every door. We who can help, be healed then go on your way but you all get hit by greed, and you all stay. Leaving behind you, a country that is up in arms resulting into a backlash that will eventually bring you to harm. Keep on coming until the river runs dry all peoples are growing tired of asking why no one listens to the people a world to there own we are just a vote but what we are is unknown. What happens to us well we sign up for housing we go into town but we are only browsing there is no money left in the tin the government guilty of the wasting. The needs of others they say come first never looking in there own backyard as we are dying of thirst. Are we spoilt for choice being born in the free world being born british and white is bad all you boys and girls at the back of the queue we are sent doing jobs that we can only scrape up enough for rent we who live here we can never leave it's a prison now who will you believe. Wages to low the rent and bills so high the only escape route i see is to die then you leave behind all the debt to your family you can't avoid the debt to society. Trapped and stuffed like a pig lets face it everything is rigged nothing is free nothing is real turn on the tv but it no longer heals no longer it helps, to make the pain dissappear tread carefully for it's me you should really fear. |
10-15-2010, 06:34 AM | #352 (permalink) |
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my options
What's going on what's going down
where's all the people in and around town what's the coolest place on earth that's where i want to end the night with you the place that will kill my blue's. Where the party goes on all night and drink flows and never stops and the music moves you to dance until you drop All or nothing that's why i am here if no place is not like it then i will dissappear heading for my oblivion with all those around me pushing me on. A frequently asked question why can't i get my fill trying everything once giving into my will Surely i will find what i am looking for i will get the edge am i going to find it in these four walls or once again see red. I never grow tired of searching for bliss it eats inside of me all i need in life is this maybe then i will be free Who really knows who really cares am i alone i can deal with critism and the stares because i have a will of my own. I can't do without an escape can't do 24-7 in a rigid state Have to be out of control where the party is i must follow Something inside of me a silent rage can't be inprisoned in a cage have to run have no choice listen out for my voice. It's good to dream but it's better to live times doesn't wait it never forgives My time is now though i have so much on working for my future though it all feels wrong The power and the authority i want it all working day and night only to lose my sanity thinking now what for. Give me a party re-think my strategy live my life in my teens start my future in my twenty's Now i have that sorted i am feeling pretty high take me to where the women are do not let me turn my back or i will surely die. |
10-16-2010, 01:56 PM | #353 (permalink) |
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to close to call
Is someone listening
is there someone else here feels like touching shoulders with the physical body of fear. Not a pleasant vibe it's real and is how i described standing hair at the back of my neck drawn close to hitting the deck. As if it would make itself known tresspassing in my safe home not ever to be invited in i have no cravings for him from within. So hell comes to my livingroom when i have friends over tonight will this night be left in ruin it's left to me to make a stand and fight. Leave my imagination alone i am the king of my household i am the one who gives the commands to my front no one stands. Listen carefully to what i say i will not be your fallen prey fear get out of my home where your wanted where your not alone. |
10-17-2010, 12:14 PM | #354 (permalink) |
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over the edge
Dark side up hiding all what's below
desperate to break free from the shadows Urging me forward not knowing my route born into maddness according to you. Why can't you say to me what you really mean there are just times when i cry into the wilderness and spit in your eye's. The nature of the beast is growing inside me what will i become in time will i have to run away from all i hold so dear something tells me that i am not far off that life is for the living, can't live when it's all messed up trying to understand, trying to overcome but more and more suffering is not any fun. White side under in a shallow grave i dug it myself and buried it today i may not like the dark but i hate the light how many laws can i break in the dead of night. Waking up with an attitude fed up with living everyday screwed Nothing ever breaks that is good for you nothing you experience is never sodding new. Making waves on all authority blown away with the wind throwing down the gauntlet and allways the cheat will win. Recognise your calling let us gather at the cross and get one foot up before all is lost. Everyone i know is desperate can hear them shouting through the wall money is tight and i am afraid that we will lose everything including our names. if nothing is done or nothing is said then we whom im thinking about are all ready dead. |
10-24-2010, 04:28 AM | #355 (permalink) |
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grace
Could it have been something i said
for now it seems you have turned your back on me with not so many words but now i feel tension between us that was never there before. All things sweet must come to an end may we part not as lovers but as friends. Farewell to my lover like so many before do not get up i have got the door Nothing said as i pack my things out as fast as i came in. What to do now the chase is back on who will be the next lucky woman. |
11-06-2010, 07:27 AM | #356 (permalink) |
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ignorance is bliss
Ready or not you have got to be mine
everything points to it it's the right time what's the point in living alone how can you say your house is your home. With no one to share your time with without no one to hold you close i'm giving you something to look forward to tomorrow. Friends have said that you are misplaced and that you need a friendly face help you find true peace from within not everyday you lose you can win Dreams are mean't to help though you believe they hinder you you want to be left alone and no one does what you ask them to do. Stop your crying it won't help life is for the living and it's wonderful for your health, allow us to do the giving. Shut the front door for the last time you are breaking the law you are commiting a crime stop these actions right now allow this man to enter for he knows how. Save your good looks before they die and no one will bother you or even try for everyone will know you have your head on straight you have what you have what's on your plate. All desire's you have plentyfull you want peace you don't need a war Just listen i don't want you read my lips this is the truth i need no man for comfort or for love for i have a life blessed from my god above. Give into my will, i'm not taking no for an answer iv'e got you under my skin i'm not going to lose again You have denied so much and i believe that you are slipping away so i am here to stay oh i am not afraid. |
11-08-2010, 10:38 AM | #357 (permalink) |
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no buy ring
problems arising out of the dark
swiftly overshadowing me, all i did was have an innocent night out and now i am a liar and a cheat. No matter what i say it will never come out right she's on the war path she wants a fight. I married the wrong woman i have to declare they can't all be like this ugly with a good looking pair. Once i was excited lust and love i got confused i put a ring on her finger and since then i have been abused. While i pay for her life i clothe myself in rags all for my loving wife not for this ugly old hag. What was i thinking how do i turn back the clock battered and bruised i'm not getting much luck. She's not interested she believe's she is fair she does what any good wife does two to three times a week, it's me that doesn't care. On that basis i am not kidding you expecting me to agree with her point of view I don't ask anything but this is the way it will be there will be no changes unexpectedly. The woman the wife set in her ways getting to breaking point longer are my days since i have been home sickness due to work i realise i have married a stranger and it really hurts. So i do all the trying bending over backwards all the time my youthfullness is dying all i want is what is rightfully mine. I can't even leave the house without thinking will she follow me should i leave a note and a number everytime i leave. She has asked for my mobile she wants to know who calls she wants a relationship thats built on trust and that i stay within the homes four walls. To live my life dependant on her 24-7 without any work. have her eyes on me every single second of everyday sounds like fun another great reason to stay. Love changes everything what i feel is all i know distrust captivates her heart what to do next i do not know. Why would i want a way out is there someone else do this little thing for me for once help yourself. Obviously she is crazy so i tied a rope round her neck it was a mercy killing i never broke into a sweat. Now i'm feeling positive now thats all behind me no one is the wiser eccept now i am free. No one should have to put up with imprisonment everything can dissapear with enough cement Not that everyone needs to go extreme my needs were met it was right for me. |
11-12-2010, 01:19 PM | #359 (permalink) |
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posting
I have boarded the euro star
and have been a board on the orient express i have travelled far and wide i have tasted the very best i have climbed the iefel tower and been at the top of the empire state i managed to defeat mount everest and theirs more just wait. I have visited the great pyramids and niagra falls i have trekked across the outback and been at the foot of the great wall Sailed the indian ocean and swam in the great barrier reef and have jetted over the pacific and have yet found peace. I once jumped from an aeroplane and flew a microlight a passenger in a glider while flying a triple king kite I have visited the roman empire and i have worn the dagger and cloak and i have sat in rick stein's resturant drinking tia maria and coke. I have walked in the tower of london i have sat and had tea with the queen i have taken her corgi's for a walk and by bus round piccadilly I am now in the rainforest searching for the city of gold swallowed by the earth a thousand years ago. |
11-13-2010, 04:57 PM | #360 (permalink) |
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when darkness falls
Sleeping imagination dry
failure and the will to die a reminder that all is lost once living but now a ghost. Depression reveals it's ugly head i can't be bothered to rise from bed nothing swimming in the usefull pool from intellegent's to a fool. The boundries are slipping away swallowed up by negativity silently seeking shelter in the grave allowing to slip into insanity. No reasoning when you find yourself, on the losing side the thought is i only came along for the ride and so i find myself, far away from home i look to others for support for i am not alone. Out of fuel tiring of the climb fire in the hole running out of time feed me now so i can again explore my life has a reason and i know what for. Any excuse any doubt will knock you down stay awake for the next round never give up on the fire that rages from within you only lose when you fail to win. |
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