Chard's Songwriting Journal

chard · 08-17-2010, 07:05 AM

Move a little closer to me doll
and il give you my name
move a little closer to me doll
i'm not playing any games
i will charm your tights to roll down your legs
i will charm your thigh's, you know whats coming next
i will charm you yes i will charm you.

I am not going to splash the cash
to win your heart that way
i am here for one plain reason
and i know you think that's ok.

Jive with me on the dance floor
i'm stuck on you always
nothing can seperate us
that's one good reason to stay.

Friends appear and friends dissapear
on about every occasion
lovers are more intimate
taking them out of the equasion.

I am here and i'm ready to submit
taking care of your desires
no more restless nights
without you being tired.

chard · 08-18-2010, 06:28 AM

Without a plan
how will you succeed
i will do what comes naturally
nothing ventured nothing gained
with no voice i can't complain.

How will you hope to get ahead
it's all good to go it's been reported.
All my friends are a bit like me
all at home sponging from there family
not that bothered about getting fulltime work
to damn tired my brain hurts.

I'm off to college to get A grades
will i be bothered to turn the page
I don't know if i have it in me
maybe i will know when i turn twenty.
No rent to pay all my food for free
where could i go looking at the state of the economy.

My parent's love me for who i am
so i can't see a problem
doing very little come's naturally to me
so i do what they expect that's the key.
I'm not saying that i will never leave home
what i'm saying is i won't do it alone.

You have told me life is not easy
and i believe you
you bend over backwards to please me
i only do what pleases me to.
Any problems i'm out with my friends
you won't catch me making amends
this is the time in my life i want everything for free
hard work and long hours don't interest me.
I am a laxative running free
swollow two and be just like me.

chard · 08-19-2010, 05:51 AM

Living in a world that i don't know
to not even know if it has heart and soul
Living is not easy, with pain and suffering
every day there's something.
Turn on the tv read the news
whether right or wrong you are accused
seeing is believing while the facts unfold
eager to see if you have sold your soul.

It's all pleasing the eye
if you live but have no life
the news is all you see and hear
never missing your life's lost years.
Wasting away everyday living in other's shoes
when in fact you are the accused.

Play it safe behind closed doors
in fear of seeing the light of day any more
in fear of ifs and buts and whats
your killing yourself your a blood clot.
Get out there in the world and please yourself
you are alive stop killing your health
there are good people honest and true
not all will try to kill you.
It's a mad twisted place i agree
it takes one to know one thats what makes history
you will blend right in no matter what state your in
you may have been born a loser but now it's time to win.

chard · 08-21-2010, 01:23 PM

It's over over yes over now
little late but iv'e found out
engaged thought it was certain
now carrying a heavy burden.
Much in love i thought we were
that's why i put a ring on her finger
Told everyone i had found an angel
but now i have to blow out that candle.

Another honey laid to rest
another one flies out of my nest
It all seems simple for everyone else
so much in love, can't stop looking at myself.
I look at sir cliff the bachelor boy
thinking of him makes me paranoid
he's not my hero to me he's just sad
looking at my past though it's plain bad.

I meet cuties very pleasing to my eye
i can walk down the street with my head held high
like a trophy that everyone looks at with envy
and she goes home with me.
Seem so wonderfull nothing is going wrong
but after a while my feelings are not that strong
Am i looking for perfection what's wrong with that
they want to spend all my money and give me back chat.

She earns as much as me if not more
i don't mind at first but it's hard to ignore
she goes out spending buying clothes for evenings out
never telling me where she's going i'm out for the count.
Should never have bought a house with her
with a joint bank account
i put money in and she takes it out.
I will be happy when all is finalised
then she really will out of my life
i have to change my out look on who i fall for next
because i don't want another X.

I

chard · 08-23-2010, 12:14 PM

I live in her shadow all of the time
visiting her friends but nev...er mine
everyone looks oh so sweetly
but ready i know to decieve me.....
Must go where her agent tells her
no matter what time of day
sometimes in the middle of dinner
and there's nothing i can say.

All expences paid, all inclusive
i am her personal slave what would i gi...ve.
Living is easy if i remember my place
in her shadow eccepting her tastes.
Please me please me forever
leave me you will not ever.

Never been so miserable even with so many riches
i find it all unbelievable it gives me uncontrolable stitches.
Never saying what i really need
allways doing what she tells me
jumping up as soon as she walks through the door
must be on the verge of leaving i can't take anymore.
The world revolves around her she invented glamour
now i must get what i deserve b4 she goes under the hammer.

Power destroys relationships
tug of war with both partners who want it
Must have all authority
can't live without it can not breathe.
Live to command have others do
she won that tug of war and forever i lose.
The ecceptance of allways being wrong
sounds like the lyrics of this song
nothing needs to be justified, in her eye's
the beauty in her is buried i have to say goodbye.

It's just not that easy to let go and go it alone
what if she's right, without her i am not at home
these questions swirling around in my head
if i can't live without her i am better off dead.

chard · 08-24-2010, 03:28 AM

In this quick ever changing world
i am finding it hard to know where i stand
feels like in my home i am in a foriegn land
allways having to take a grip and hold on tight
i wish someone please turn on the light.

When i want it all to slow down
it speeds up there's no messing around
i am not in charge it's out of my control
living can be easy but not for me right now
all is beyond my reach and i want it and i need to know how.

Things pile up around me everyday
this is what i wanted and this is what came my way
but now it's all to much it's grinding me to a halt
and i am suffering and i don't like it that much.

Who can i go to for help and advice
wanting time to slow down once or twice
dreaming yes dreaming come back to reality
until my work is complete i won't be free.

Knowing that i may be heading for an early death
if i don't lift my head up and take a breath
My dedication will be the death of me
i just don't know how to break away and keep my sanity.

Aidy · 08-24-2010, 05:44 PM

Do you have anything recorded Chard? Would be cool to hear your stuff set to music.

chard · 08-26-2010, 04:29 AM

Yes all my songs are recorded on my old tape deck. Some are country others are punk and then metal rock you name it i can sing it lol. Still i think it would be better if you and everyone else sing and play them how your heart tells you to.

chard · 09-01-2010, 04:04 PM

Reminded everytime i try something new
that voice in my head saying i can not do
though family tell me that it's just my nerve's
i should get in life everything i deserve
what you put in is as much as you should receive
the only thought in your head is that you honestly believe.

Just keep that thought and you cannot fail
dreams are everything theyr'e not for sale
at any price or at any cost
one step away, you will certainly be lost.
Set your sight's high, bow to no man
we who are behind you we understand
admit it to yourself that the glory is there for the taking
deny yourself nothing there will be no mistaking.

Dream easy dream hard hope you draw those winning cards
push yourself to your own limit
your the only star here that will win it.

chard · 09-02-2010, 05:01 AM

Realising your true nature
and how you will proceed
fullfilling every desire
fullfilling every need.
All is a passion burning from within
everything new has a beginning.

Fire in your heart
fire in your soul
only way you can put out the flame
is knowing which way to go.
Be true to your self worth
put your feet down now on the earth
to know that you are stable
the truth is in reach and you are able.

Power comes from within
over flowing like a river
when the flood gates open
you will have no fear not never.
In your wildest dreams, you could not have forseen
all that will be delivered to you
building on your strenghs becoming one of the lucky few.

08-17-2010, 07:05 AM	#331 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	open wide Move a little closer to me doll and il give you my name move a little closer to me doll i'm not playing any games i will charm your tights to roll down your legs i will charm your thigh's, you know whats coming next i will charm you yes i will charm you. I am not going to splash the cash to win your heart that way i am here for one plain reason and i know you think that's ok. Jive with me on the dance floor i'm stuck on you always nothing can seperate us that's one good reason to stay. Friends appear and friends dissapear on about every occasion lovers are more intimate taking them out of the equasion. I am here and i'm ready to submit taking care of your desires no more restless nights without you being tired.

08-18-2010, 06:28 AM	#332 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	laxative Without a plan how will you succeed i will do what comes naturally nothing ventured nothing gained with no voice i can't complain. How will you hope to get ahead it's all good to go it's been reported. All my friends are a bit like me all at home sponging from there family not that bothered about getting fulltime work to damn tired my brain hurts. I'm off to college to get A grades will i be bothered to turn the page I don't know if i have it in me maybe i will know when i turn twenty. No rent to pay all my food for free where could i go looking at the state of the economy. My parent's love me for who i am so i can't see a problem doing very little come's naturally to me so i do what they expect that's the key. I'm not saying that i will never leave home what i'm saying is i won't do it alone. You have told me life is not easy and i believe you you bend over backwards to please me i only do what pleases me to. Any problems i'm out with my friends you won't catch me making amends this is the time in my life i want everything for free hard work and long hours don't interest me. I am a laxative running free swollow two and be just like me.

08-19-2010, 05:51 AM	#333 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	get a handle Living in a world that i don't know to not even know if it has heart and soul Living is not easy, with pain and suffering every day there's something. Turn on the tv read the news whether right or wrong you are accused seeing is believing while the facts unfold eager to see if you have sold your soul. It's all pleasing the eye if you live but have no life the news is all you see and hear never missing your life's lost years. Wasting away everyday living in other's shoes when in fact you are the accused. Play it safe behind closed doors in fear of seeing the light of day any more in fear of ifs and buts and whats your killing yourself your a blood clot. Get out there in the world and please yourself you are alive stop killing your health there are good people honest and true not all will try to kill you. It's a mad twisted place i agree it takes one to know one thats what makes history you will blend right in no matter what state your in you may have been born a loser but now it's time to win.

08-21-2010, 01:23 PM	#334 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	xxx It's over over yes over now little late but iv'e found out engaged thought it was certain now carrying a heavy burden. Much in love i thought we were that's why i put a ring on her finger Told everyone i had found an angel but now i have to blow out that candle. Another honey laid to rest another one flies out of my nest It all seems simple for everyone else so much in love, can't stop looking at myself. I look at sir cliff the bachelor boy thinking of him makes me paranoid he's not my hero to me he's just sad looking at my past though it's plain bad. I meet cuties very pleasing to my eye i can walk down the street with my head held high like a trophy that everyone looks at with envy and she goes home with me. Seem so wonderfull nothing is going wrong but after a while my feelings are not that strong Am i looking for perfection what's wrong with that they want to spend all my money and give me back chat. She earns as much as me if not more i don't mind at first but it's hard to ignore she goes out spending buying clothes for evenings out never telling me where she's going i'm out for the count. Should never have bought a house with her with a joint bank account i put money in and she takes it out. I will be happy when all is finalised then she really will out of my life i have to change my out look on who i fall for next because i don't want another X. I

08-23-2010, 12:14 PM	#335 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	love eternal I live in her shadow all of the time visiting her friends but nev...er mine everyone looks oh so sweetly but ready i know to decieve me..... Must go where her agent tells her no matter what time of day sometimes in the middle of dinner and there's nothing i can say. All expences paid, all inclusive i am her personal slave what would i gi...ve. Living is easy if i remember my place in her shadow eccepting her tastes. Please me please me forever leave me you will not ever. Never been so miserable even with so many riches i find it all unbelievable it gives me uncontrolable stitches. Never saying what i really need allways doing what she tells me jumping up as soon as she walks through the door must be on the verge of leaving i can't take anymore. The world revolves around her she invented glamour now i must get what i deserve b4 she goes under the hammer. Power destroys relationships tug of war with both partners who want it Must have all authority can't live without it can not breathe. Live to command have others do she won that tug of war and forever i lose. The ecceptance of allways being wrong sounds like the lyrics of this song nothing needs to be justified, in her eye's the beauty in her is buried i have to say goodbye. It's just not that easy to let go and go it alone what if she's right, without her i am not at home these questions swirling around in my head if i can't live without her i am better off dead.

08-24-2010, 03:28 AM	#336 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	snowed under In this quick ever changing world i am finding it hard to know where i stand feels like in my home i am in a foriegn land allways having to take a grip and hold on tight i wish someone please turn on the light. When i want it all to slow down it speeds up there's no messing around i am not in charge it's out of my control living can be easy but not for me right now all is beyond my reach and i want it and i need to know how. Things pile up around me everyday this is what i wanted and this is what came my way but now it's all to much it's grinding me to a halt and i am suffering and i don't like it that much. Who can i go to for help and advice wanting time to slow down once or twice dreaming yes dreaming come back to reality until my work is complete i won't be free. Knowing that i may be heading for an early death if i don't lift my head up and take a breath My dedication will be the death of me i just don't know how to break away and keep my sanity.

08-24-2010, 05:44 PM	#337 (permalink)
Aidy Music Addict Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Cambridge Posts: 50	Do you have anything recorded Chard? Would be cool to hear your stuff set to music.

08-26-2010, 04:29 AM	#338 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	Yes all my songs are recorded on my old tape deck. Some are country others are punk and then metal rock you name it i can sing it lol. Still i think it would be better if you and everyone else sing and play them how your heart tells you to.

09-01-2010, 04:04 PM	#339 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	step up Reminded everytime i try something new that voice in my head saying i can not do though family tell me that it's just my nerve's i should get in life everything i deserve what you put in is as much as you should receive the only thought in your head is that you honestly believe. Just keep that thought and you cannot fail dreams are everything theyr'e not for sale at any price or at any cost one step away, you will certainly be lost. Set your sight's high, bow to no man we who are behind you we understand admit it to yourself that the glory is there for the taking deny yourself nothing there will be no mistaking. Dream easy dream hard hope you draw those winning cards push yourself to your own limit your the only star here that will win it.

09-02-2010, 05:01 AM	#340 (permalink)
chard Music Addict Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 390	when the penny drops Realising your true nature and how you will proceed fullfilling every desire fullfilling every need. All is a passion burning from within everything new has a beginning. Fire in your heart fire in your soul only way you can put out the flame is knowing which way to go. Be true to your self worth put your feet down now on the earth to know that you are stable the truth is in reach and you are able. Power comes from within over flowing like a river when the flood gates open you will have no fear not never. In your wildest dreams, you could not have forseen all that will be delivered to you building on your strenghs becoming one of the lucky few.