chard

Before you start your dad threatened to kick me in
so i withdrew all my feelings for you from within
and your older brother he had a go
Is it worth destroying a family i don't know
Decisions made for the greater good
I would change there attitude towards me if i could
I love you and want you, you are my one desire
I have tried it your way, you can't say i'm not a trier.

With you i am free
your family though are against me
we could run but we have no money
wish we had a future, but I don't see
how the two of us could be.

No I am not saying it's over
I will not lose this battle
I will not run from something I wan't so bad
always to look back to what I could have had
It's not my way you should know me by now
I am just thinking out aloud.
Come here I need a hug
It can only get better, I won't pull the plug
Love will find a way,
were together and thats what it will stay.

Endurance, my will to live
to love and cherish I swear to give
we will overcome together
for now though, I must see your father
without the help of your brother
all for you my fairest damsel.
Nothing ventured nothing gained
I am in it to win it, it's my game.

chard

I read your letter it took me by suprise
and more, it opened my eyes
labeling me which is unkind and untrue
deliberatley done, its a form of abuse.
Maybe I was unclear In what I was trying to say
but thats not the response I got, only praise
I am sorry you didn't get it, let me explaine
if the truth hurts then something must be wrong
if your upset your in denial, turning your back on life
not only have you died, you will kill those around you.chorus

Stubborn and cross its in your writing
your temper, when revealed is quite frightening.
Please eccept that you may need help
go back to the source to understand why
to hurt is to live, its a common feeling
don't ever think your thoughts are different from mine
lying on your matress staring up at the ceiling.
I can only imagine where you could be
trapped within your walls of your mind in misery
hoping for daylight thats not quickly coming
a tortured soul that keeps on running.

chorus;Get a blank peice of a4 and fold it over
until it's small enough to hold it in your finger tips
then just unravel it. it is still a peice of a4, though now
it is different that is exactly what life does to all of us.
Changes except them and move on, you who are forever.

Rickenbacker

These are great buddy. Very Michael Stipe

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chard

Moon walking no-ones talking nobody's face, I can see
cold mornings cold evenings the sun doesn't shine for me
no communication no revelation only frustration
over shadowing, my thoughts
always in anticipation though slow with hesitation
knowing I am alone astronaut.

Silence in an eerie place it's already set the pace
iv'e been drawn to it now i am face to face
can't ignore it, can't provoke it
I am in a old, black and white movie
someone up there is laughing at me
to think i did this voluntarily.

Cold and dark death has come to soon
walking with only my thoughts, on the dark side of the moon.
To think i was head over heels, in love with this place
thinking it was cooler, than earth and the human race.

Moon walking only me talking only me listening, to what i have to say
no-one can hear me no-one can see me i am to far away
so good night and farewell from a place thats as dead as hell.x

chard

Come on in through the door it's open, come on inside
lots of us, you will see, though our minds are fried.
come join us, this is where time stands still,
no-one ever leaves this place, try this pill.
Everyone here is a part of the furniture,
all of us are running from something, its kind of a cure
It's ok you can be as quiet as you like,
no-ones going to get upset and ask you to get on your bike.
Feel free to wonder around my friend,
later we will talk, when your mind starts to bend.

We have found, that we are all a...like
freeing our minds, from the bond..ages of life
All we ask is you add, to the pile,
a little bit of this, a little bit of that, so we can a...ll smile.

There's lots in the pot, it will never run dry
join us and have, the promise of eternal life
we are one big, fam..ily in christ
wink wink thats, what I call nice.

Surprised are we, that I talk like this
with my tongue, without my fists
you can live life, or just exist
or carry on counting the scars up and down your wrists.

chard

I have been misguided, into belie..ving which now i know to be false,
I have stopped trying, can't stop cry..ing filled with remorse.
A crime that effected me deep within,
blameing a friend, now it turns out a innocent victim.
There is nothing i can say to heal the hurt caused,
hoping my apology, will be eccepted honestly, yes i have flaws.
Still it was easy to blame that person being quiet and shy,
was a good way for that relation..ship to die.
I have a temper sometimes out of control,
it's helped me many times in the past though.
I am not ashamed in fact i am gratefull for it
measures need to be taken when dealing with ****.

Can't stand liars trouble makers to,
just wait til i catch up to you.
You may not be frightened of me,
when i am finished with you, you will be.
Just can't stop believing people can change,
it's my way of helping does that seem strange.
Useing voilence to gain respect,
but never relying on, or knowing what will come next.

Fifty fifty could go either way,
The word is yes, thats all you have to say
i'm conscious of my wrong doing, just plain con...fusing.
I seem to be standing in a deep..er hole
I'm not stay..ing here iv'e got, to go
you may feel i'm pretty, shallow
If you forgive me, i know you will follow ....me home.

A little extreme i come over mean
losing you was a bad dream
so if your upset a little wet, i want to repay my dept
all my love and i have a lot to give,
may you never be denied it.

chard

Under tremendous strain
heavy burdens laced with pain
poisoning my every being
hurting me beyond repair, downward spiral into despair.

hurt,hurt,hurt face in the dirt
pain,pain,pain, driving me insane
wollow,wollow,wollow to much to swallow
won't survive this without help.

I'm in no state to recieve bad news
so please stay away
every knock on my door
it's a potential hazard can't do nomore.

Everyone i see, all they want is my money
advertising mega deals, its easy buy this, have a free meal
I often now won't answer my door
put a sign out front, though they still ignore,
that i'm not interested in cold calls,
I wonder sometimes what neabourhood watch is for.

So why am i feeling this way, whats really the matter,
why is it to much today, why is your life in tatters.
Your here now so what can i do
to put your mind at ease and console you
to help get your life back on track
so there be no need for you to come back.

Well the tip i had for the races didn't go as planned
now i could find myself spending time in the can
Iv'e gone over my limit and have attracted some heat
iv'e recieved death threats earlier this week.
So any ideas would be valuable to me,
can't see no good coming from this, as far as i can see
I can't pay them at least right away
would you pay them off father what do you say
yes i will pay them off i'm so glad you came
there is something you can do for me, on your knees and pray
nomore putting you and your kin to shame.

Well everyone has someone to go to for help
people are not strangers when real hurt is felt
sometimes you have to proceed that extra mile
before you see the clouds lift and you break out in a smile.

sogriter1300

cool man, but sounds familiar 2!

chard

In the stillness of night
alone in the dark
there's a cry that can be heard
from the belly of the earth
as fast as it came, it will fade as fast away.
Into a pocket that is impossible to grasp,
believing is easy but delivering is not.
Out from the dark through the day til dusk.

The earth is crying, pain has no limit,
touched by the earth as it tries to speak,
as like all living matter will soon die.

No one knows or nobody cares,
the earth is a machine like a car.
Recycle is the answer, but the earth doesn't know
about the plans of man,
all it knows is scars left by man.
And yet man doesn't stop,
the earth feels it has no hope.
The grass is it's hair on its rugged skin,
when will the salvation of earth begin.
When will the earth be treated fair,
when will the human race care.

The earth has been beaten not just by sticks and stones,
it's been abused! how much longer will we all sit on our thrones.
How long under such strain do you think it will last,
all you who are looking ahead forgetting the present and past.
Get green now scrap your cars and disconnect electric.
Don't wait for the government to issue a warning,
you will all be dead by global warming.
Trust your instincts the time is now,
there are many sites you can get on to show you how.
As for me I have made the change,
though I know if we all don't change, it will remain the same.
It's a luxury that you can live without,
It makes me want to shout...yeh...shout....yeh....shout....yeh...shout
it makes me want to scream...yeh...scream...yeh...scream....yeh
Why are you taking your time, don't you care about tomorrow,
why be materialistic it will only bring you sorrow.
The earth is dying its inhabitants to
while your ambitions are all well and good
I just don't get you your not making yourself understood.

As a fellow human who has just as much right to be here as you,
is it wrong of me to think that man hasn't a clue.
What are you waiting for is there an asteroid hurtling towards earth,
or the world will run out of water and we will all die from thirst.
there's something pretty strange about the whole affair,
well up yours for your unwillingness to share.
Why bother having children you already have your hands round there throat
no future for them if you carry on in ignorance.
Athiests have no hope at all, what about all of gods people?

chard

Tremors under foot in my rosey garden
theres alot going on behind the scenes
this path i am on, twists and turns
always starting somewhere iv'e just been.

One day soon im sure, it will.. catch up to me
nomore running, coming to a standstill
part of me wants this, to come now
thinking of the final, wondering how.

People say lifes full of swings and roundabouts
and what you give, you receive.
I have deceived and lied, through out my career,
spreading wild fire creating panic and fear.

It has been fun for me, up until recently
this world is getting smaller, or i am standing taller.
I am a traveller never stay in one place to long,
so i don't see familiar faces, to remind me of my wrongs.

But lately it seems, it doesn't matter where i go
I keep bumping into people i know.
and i'm one, who covers my tracks,
theres only me that truely, looks after my back.

I am being pushed close to the edge
can i really change, am i still young enough to learn how
forgiveness is a virtue, and i need you to know it now.
Throw that virtuose blanket for protection over me
may i turn into a righteous man and have you believe
there has never been anything that i couldn't achieve
to change my out look in life, and rid myself of selfish needs.

There are many sayings once a bad man, always a bad man
there are way, to many to print
that is probably the reason why, i am lying bloody on the floor
some people never take a hint.
Revenge is sweet, i hope he feels the same way tomorrow,
I would hate myself to think, he would be filled with guilt and sorrow.
I am a cheeky man, but thats not my best feature,
hurry bandage me up i am a stressed out teacher.