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God Gave Me Strength But I Threw It Away

the one person i can look to for help.
is a person i see when i close my eyes and look up.
he fills me with power like i have never had before.
it feels like i can life a table with cement blocks attached.
i can feel it in my soul.
and feel it inside my blood of my heart.

i dont know why it seems like i cant do anything.
you made me feel that way and i dont thank you for it.
i am in hatred toward you for it.
but thats something i've let pass by me now.
i am no longer angry and no longer sad.
i am just in term of never talking to you again.
and it means to never face you ever.

i cant seem to sleep at night because of it.
and i wish i could.
because the way i will fix it is by talking to you.
and im not in the mood to hear you yell at me because of nothing of importance.

you dont realize that i've grown different from you.
you just cant learn.
you never will learn.