An Apple Has Fallen

I now come to this spot of un-controlled sound
It bounces close to me off the wall all around
Of those I hear they all have their meaning
Some are beautiful then sad and screaming

Disturbed vibrations enter the room as of present
I have lost my haecceity i"ve lost my present
But in the solace of night it comes
I sleep to beat of my own drum

Suppressed feelings showed by expressions
I can’t remember the time this day for its lesson
Those few around me now can hear my pattern
They follow a more peaceful path, soon will climb the ladder

You read this now if you read it at all
You follow the sounds that bounce off the wall
Have you followed its expression or phrase?
Are you in the moment having lost some days.