explosions-in-my-pants

Such a lie,
that everyone but you can see.
You were the boy for me,
and I,
won't get over you.
Trapped so deep, beneath you feet.

What's ya going to do?
Lost control because of you.
Losing all sense of time..so caught up in the thoughts.

I was such a fool for you,
there's no more room for me.
Unhealthy addiction,
no more for me.

It was some time ago
when you left me alone;
I got caught in so deep,
you beat my heart with your fist.

You know there is no use for you,
yet I can't
I can't...
I won't get over you,
cause I love...
Cause I can't
cause fell so deep.
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not sure if I want a course and if I do, I don't what it should be.. help me. thank you.

oh and the bolded black part I don't really like after reading it a few times.. cause it kind of seems like every other song.. but I don't know what else to put there.