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05-15-2006, 10:11 PM | #1 (permalink) |
a l'amou fou pou tout
Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: NY
Posts: 355
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Mischance
Remember when you burned the eggs and the toast was cold
How hard could it be to make simple fucking breakfast? I threw the plate across the room I wasn’t about to eat that shit You charged and gripped me with so much strength Shook me like you wanted to shake away the pain That really wasn’t about some meaningless breakfast, was it? You released me and advanced to the living room Kicked back and awakened the dozing T.V. I collapsed upon the divan myself We simulated it as if nothing happened Soon enough we were laughing away Again we proceeded to lock down the torment of May We won’t bring ourselves to face it But that won’t hold down the same old dreams Driving me to play out the errored past I remember the joys of being a mommy For the moment, thought it would ever last But god had different plans for us Never got the chance to hold his hands Or be charmed by his graceful face Can’t tell what his favorite game would be How he would attempt to flee When it was time to take a bath Or time to clean up the mess he made Yell at him if he would break my expansive vase Never got the chance to hold him while he slept Or teach him how to do the one-two step You and me don’t know what I did wrong The doctors say there was nothing I could do My soon-to-be son was abducted from me by god And now we live in misery I see the way you look at me See the accusation in the depths of your pupils But we won’t sit down and discuss about it This is what’s tearing us apart My emotional state is off balance I need someone or something to keep me sane Can’t grasp the grand design of any damn thing I’m tired of the fighting and I’m tired of lying to myself That everything will work out And I’m tired of laughing to avoid the sorrow that’s there Aren’t you, John, tired too? I hope that you’ll understand When you hold that piece of paper in your hand Maybe I’m the weaker one Packed my bags and left you before dawn |