Crazy Luv

Can't
Everytime I get in a jam
You’re there to pull me out
Everytime it’s getting rough
You’re there without a doubt
But what am I to do
When you’re no longer here
Can’t you see this is the cause
For what I’m trying to do
Trying to distance myself away from you
I seem to be drowning once again
And I seem to be falling to no end
But I still can’t bring myself to ask
For your hand, just another sin
Made myself believe it was just for a while,
To let myself see
If I can do fine with just me
Starting to get out of control
Getting to a level where it’s not suppose to be
Get myself up for another day
Dont know where i stayed for yesterday
Find a mirror, look dead straight into it
I hate what I see, so I punch the damn reflector
Make my way back, see you from a distance
Was about to, but I cant bring myself to chance it
I drown once again, fall to no end
And realize I can never again ask for your hand


At all
Call me a monster, what do i care
It's my cold-heart that helped me survive here
After what I've seen
After what I've heard
Can't expect me to simply disregard
Not nearly sorry to break your heart
When the end comes I'll embrace it all
I know of what i risked to get it all
The heavens may will for me to regret it all
Maybe, but not today at all


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