Sabgoat

yea i wrote this song tonight.. i always write songs.. they just fall out of me really.. way to many emotions.. haha emotional wreck really!.. anyways aside from taking about me being insane.. this is a part of me.. (the song that is) and well what do you think?

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Damaged


being alone in this thing with you
saying things that i never should've
taking back the things i said were true
holding on to you like you knew i would

(Course)
i know you never loved me
i know you never could
the thought of someday, the thought...
maybe i was crazy, yet ofcourse
i know you wanted to trust me
i know you never would

maybe someday things will change
forever laying in this grave of shame
holding on to the torment of a maybe...maybe someday
this thing here... doesn't belong to me

(Course)
i know you never loved me
i know you never could
the thought of someday, the thought...
maybe i was crazy, but yet ofcourse
i know you wanted to trust me
i know you never would

shameless laying alone in this darkened hole
whisping my dreams into your ear
falling faster to the floor
crying out for you once more

I can't take this.. i can't do this anymore
holding on to this fake thing with you
never can i do this right
trying to move on.. moving on never coming true

(Course)
i know you tried to love me
i know you pushed me away
i swear you never liked me
i swear you lied to me
i know you never trusted in me
i know you never tired to... never wanted to be
never was your time wasted towards me..

i know you never could
i swore i never would
broke my heart still to the ground
sounds of the shape of everything
smash to the ground & there i go...

(Course)
I know you never loved me
i know you never could
the thought of someday, the thought...
maybe i was crazy, but yet ofcourse
i know you wanted to trust me
i know you never would
you never could
you never could
you never could
i know you never could