Charder

Thank you, all for your kind remarks!!

Charder

I have thoughts and feelings
now considered outdated and condemned
I want to share the gospel to the weary traveller
and to all my worldly friends
I have thoughts and feelings
that I am now trapped and alone
a total privacy violation, from within my home and by phone.

I have thoughts and feelings
that some consider to be a threat
all languages governed and transparent
ready for the government officials to dissect
navigating through this new world, trying to relate
but now my feelings, are governed only by hate.

I have thoughts and feelings
that will soon be controlled
there Is a battle ahead of us
for Christians everywhere to fight to save they're souls.
a tidal wave Is coming keeping our voices suppressed
I am fasting and praying that we are somehow all blessed.

I have thoughts and feelings
I will end up In a prison cell
beaten and tortured, a lifetime In hell.

Charder

Yes It seems I have to learn the hard way
when It comes to all things
I cannot bring myself to deny It
when my wounds hurt and stings

I am drifting from one lover to another
I am In complete denial
my quest Is far from completion
I have been like this for a while

fantasize live for highs
long legs that reach to the heavens
fantasize no surprise
when I meet my elevens..

As I am waiting In the waiting room
where soon I will be seen
praying that my person will not fall off
or something else truly obscene.