Grizzled Veteran

Hello all,

I was in an altered state one night, struggling with serious depression, when a song played on a random stream which helped me break through to a place of peace. I'd describe the song as ambient trance. A soft seamless combination of digital sounds and instrumentals. The one thing that stands out to me is the female vocals. She had the most soothing voice. The lyrics of the song seemed to be about some one who's facing their own mortality in an immediate way. As though they were in hospice type situation reflecting back. I seem to recall one of the lyrics/lines being "what will they say about me when I'm gone?" I could be paraphrasing but the emotion/sentiment is right there.

Anyhow. I've searched everywhere to find this song to no avail. I was rolling hard in that beautiful moment but there's no way I created this song whole cloth in my imagination.

If anyone has any suggestions as to what song I was listening to it would be much appreciated.

Thank you