from freak fighter to lamp lighter

OccultHawk · 11-14-2018, 08:10 PM

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my problems with anxiety and depression

Please share your backstory on this.

Key · 11-14-2018, 08:18 PM

It's a mixture of my upbringing, family, negative energy, etc. I have trouble comprehending people most of the time and I get anxious very easily since I don't typically have anybody to talk to about it. I sort of just keep it inside when I'm by myself and though thats not healthy, I express it through music. I've dealt with anxiety and depression for over 10 years and while it's not gotten much worse, there's been days where I truly want to kill myself but I never do it.

Key · 11-14-2018, 08:34 PM

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

Please share your backstory on this.

I also have an entire journal dedicated to this if you're interested

OccultHawk · 11-14-2018, 09:21 PM

Sure. Could you link to it please?

Key · 11-14-2018, 09:46 PM

It goes into some very personal stuff so please be respectful.

https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...iii-story.html

OccultHawk · 11-15-2018, 01:24 AM

Are all the sounds on Grey generated on a laptop? What can you tell us about how this music was created?

Key · 11-15-2018, 09:06 AM

Not specifically a laptop but yes, a bulk of it is made electronically. I have an electric keyboard that has piano and many other samples built in that I use periodically. If it's a sound that I don't think I can mimic on my own, I look up samples online and mix those in. I use Audacity as it's always been the most straightforward program that I've found when wanting to create music. Grey is a mixture of all of that.

OccultHawk · 11-15-2018, 12:49 PM

Do you ever perform live?

Key · 11-15-2018, 01:19 PM

No.

OccultHawk · 11-15-2018, 01:22 PM

Is there anything else you’d like to say before we conclude?

11-14-2018, 09:21 PM	#734 (permalink)
OccultHawk one-balled nipple jockey Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Dirty Souf Biatch Posts: 22,006	Sure. Could you link to it please? __________________ 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 Member of the Year & Journal of the Year Champion Behold the Writing of THE LEGEND: https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...p-lighter.html

11-15-2018, 01:24 AM	#736 (permalink)
OccultHawk one-balled nipple jockey Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Dirty Souf Biatch Posts: 22,006	Are all the sounds on Grey generated on a laptop? What can you tell us about how this music was created? __________________ 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 Member of the Year & Journal of the Year Champion Behold the Writing of THE LEGEND: https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...p-lighter.html

11-15-2018, 12:49 PM	#738 (permalink)
OccultHawk one-balled nipple jockey Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Dirty Souf Biatch Posts: 22,006	Do you ever perform live? __________________ 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 Member of the Year & Journal of the Year Champion Behold the Writing of THE LEGEND: https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...p-lighter.html

11-15-2018, 01:22 PM	#740 (permalink)
OccultHawk one-balled nipple jockey Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Dirty Souf Biatch Posts: 22,006	Is there anything else you’d like to say before we conclude? __________________ 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 Member of the Year & Journal of the Year Champion Behold the Writing of THE LEGEND: https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...p-lighter.html

11-14-2018, 08:18 PM	#732 (permalink)
Key . Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 13,153	It's a mixture of my upbringing, family, negative energy, etc. I have trouble comprehending people most of the time and I get anxious very easily since I don't typically have anybody to talk to about it. I sort of just keep it inside when I'm by myself and though thats not healthy, I express it through music. I've dealt with anxiety and depression for over 10 years and while it's not gotten much worse, there's been days where I truly want to kill myself but I never do it.

11-14-2018, 09:46 PM	#735 (permalink)
Key . Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 13,153	It goes into some very personal stuff so please be respectful. https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...iii-story.html

11-15-2018, 09:06 AM	#737 (permalink)
Key . Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 13,153	Not specifically a laptop but yes, a bulk of it is made electronically. I have an electric keyboard that has piano and many other samples built in that I use periodically. If it's a sound that I don't think I can mimic on my own, I look up samples online and mix those in. I use Audacity as it's always been the most straightforward program that I've found when wanting to create music. Grey is a mixture of all of that.

11-15-2018, 01:19 PM	#739 (permalink)
Key . Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 13,153	No.