that's actually a pretty amazing story

Yeah. Interesting read in my journal for sure.

http://i.imgur.com/duC5KOx.png

I really only want to bring this up in here because it's my journal and I can do whatever the **** I want in here. I honestly would not have come to realize this had I not logged into Facebook this morning, but on this day a year ago was the day I separated myself from the girl I thought I was meant for. At this point in time, we had both come to a mutual agreement and decided it was best for us to go our separate ways (little did I know she would end up with the guy she had been cheating on me with the next day). I really don't know what to feel because I really haven't been through this type of thing before, so today could literally be really good, or it can be really bad.

All I really want to try to do is keep my mind on things that make me happy, and attempt to not reflect on the past. Let's face it, this is a ****ty thing to be reminded of and when I saw it, the whole ordeal I had been through up until this point today felt rather fresh. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it makes sense in my head, so whatever.

I really also don't know if these types of things should be remembered as I honestly didn't remember the day until Facebook decided to push it onto me (Thanks Facebook). You don't have to be nice to me today. I don't expect sympathy. In fact, I really don't want sympathy because than I'm allowing the situation to reopen and that's not really something worth doing. I really don't know how today is going to go, but I should see this as a door opening to allow me to push forward.

Aw :)

You should go on Facebook and say with complete seriousness that you are now in a loving relationship with a cactus, and then post a pic of this guy shoving a cactus up his ass that I saw on 4Chan.

**** facebook. Good thing you're still pushing through though.

You give the best advice.

Almost a year to the date of my worst break up, I dreamed he died in a car accident. It was cathartic. :)

Wrong, Ki. You do know how this day is going to go, because you have the choice of either allowing yourself to spiral into a cycle of negative thinking and "what ifs," or you can can decide to reflect on the fact that a mere year ago, you decided to end a toxic relationship of betrayal in order to spend the next year bravely confronting your demons so that you can eventually leave them behind you in peace.

ftfy