To do what? To do ****ing what? This is my life. I don't fit in anywhere in any social structure I've ever been a part of and I can't bring myself to care anymore. Am I going to get a better job and be a middle-aged outcast who doesn't relate to anyone in a new place? Is that supposed to motivate me? I've been waiting till I was ready to kill myself since I was in middle school and I don't see a "change of scenery" making a whole lot of difference.
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Originally Posted by J.R.R. Tolkien
There is only one bright spot and that is the growing habit of disgruntled men of dynamiting factories and power-stations; I hope that, encouraged now as ‘patriotism’, may remain a habit! But it won’t do any good, if it is not universal.
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