Let's start over.
 

Hey look it's Ki again. Yeah yeah. Listen. I've made far too many mistakes that has led to my own demise at this forum, but for one reason or another I find myself coming back. Not only for the heated discussions, but for the community as well. I feel like 2017 and even some of 2016 was where our community was at its best. Let's achieve that again.

And in another note, I'd like to publicly apologize for pretty much everything that I have done over the past few months to a year regarding the forum. I've been an unnecessary ******* and I've also managed to ruin good friendships here. Evidently my own doing.

I'm a laughing stock and honestly I deserve it. I wouldn't want to associate with me either.

Anything that has either spiraled out of control or even forum drama that was caused due to me being obboxious, I've pretty much taken full responsibility of that. On top of that, if you'd like to accept my apology based on some thing I didn't know I did or I was told and didn't apologize, consider this that apology and multiply it.

I like this forum. I like the people here. I like the heated arguments a lot o times and I feel like we are just a community of people wanting to have a good time.

I'm not expecting anybody to accept an apology from me especially if you don't forgive anything I've said here but it's there if you want it.

I would just like to offer that perhaps we consider this "me starting over." If we can forgive the past Ki, we can move forward from it. I'm genuinely working on myself and while I do deal with a pretty severe case of anxiety and depression, I'm doing what I can to still be the person I wanna be. Don't take the depression as an excuse. It's not an excuse. I'm just putting that out there.

Anyway,

TL'DR, I'm sorry.

If you find this to be to dramatic for a forum, well...Oh well.

Harsh.

Bro, just be the lighthearted troll you were back in the day and it's all good. Just stop being mopey and even more oversensitive than usual. It sucks trying to gauge your shifting moods and then being forced to troll you when you flip out. Because of course we have to troll you when you flip out.

Welcome back!

good to see you around again, pal.

Bro, you shoulda said:

"I bring Drama like Obama so y'all bitches better come 2 terms with it." :cool:

I've never had a problem with you. Welcome back. :)

Believe me, that's probably something I want to work on entirely. As the years went on, I became more and more welcoming of just being straight up *******-ish and unwilling to cooperate. I mean yeah I an ******* in person but not nearly to extent that I am here. I also really need to stop trying to mistake a full on personal attack into a joke because it falls flat 100% of the time.

I turned 27 recently and I'm getting older not younger. I don't want to be seen as the guy who doesn't seem to understand sensitivity etc because I do. I'm genuinely a sensitive guy and I always try to be nice to people. It's no excuse obviously but I just want to work on it and be a part of this place again.

I've been off of social media for a few months now and it's really fantastic what it can do to your mentality. Now I just want to chill, talk music, video games etc with you guys.

The only thing you ever did that pissed me off was taking your music off Bandcamp

That still chaps my ass

Welcome back Ki! Missed you.

Then bitch me into playing Dark Souls cause I'm getting the itch after a handful of attempts at the beginning over the years and rage quitting like a pussy after losing to the first boss cause I ain't gud.