he probably has a couple in a jar of pickle juice

You're like Alicia Silverstone.

Good one!

I wouldn't really go for a slow death tbh, I just don't want it to be too instantaneous for me to mentally register. Poisoning or old age would be one way to do that I guess. Realistically it's gonna have some element of pain but whatever happens imma just go with the flow.

You ain’t gonna have a choice, son.

Nothing in terms of death terrifies me more than dying from some long, drawn out disease and/or degeneration

Thanks for the insight.

I think I’m kind of in denial about suffering. I mean I know but I still haven’t really looked it deep in the eyes. Like as my body degenerates my mind considers it a personal indignity instead of something all living things must endure if they don’t die quickly.

I’m scared of the political trend to move medicine away from pain relief. I think that the medical community is starting tomove too far in the other direction because they’ve been unfairly blamed for the opioid crisis.

I also think claiming weed provides real pain relief is asinine. You can’t replace opioids with weed. People who say that are full of ****.

Well, it reminds me of people in prison who say they accept their punishment. It’s like ok.

In any case, thank you for filling me in on not having a choice in a non-suicidal death.