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Originally Posted by 1blankmind
God I hope I'm not going to turn into this... this sounds miserable...
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It's all in your attitude. I worked for nearly 30 years for the same company. Every day was not roses, but I seldom if ever felt like killing myself, and I'd rather work tham scratch myself on the dole. Working can give you a feeling of accomplishment and worth, if you approach it properly. You may not get the encouragement from your boss, but you can tell yourself you're doing a good job, and there's no feeling quite like a job well done. I know this. Not everything is black and depressing as Batty would have you believe. His experience need in no way be yours.
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Originally Posted by The Batlord
Eventually your emotions start to die out and it just becomes boring. And so I piss people off to pass the time.
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That's just you though. Not everyone is going to feel that way.
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Originally Posted by OccultHawk
The problem with suicide is that when you start getting serious about it you realize that it's going to be really hard not to make it into to some kind of big ordeal. It takes a lot of get up and go. I wish it were easier to die through non-action instead of action. Like starving yourself instead of ingesting a poison. It's bull**** that it's so ****ing hard to have yourself put down as a simple medical procedure. Even that would be so much ****ing work. Shooting yourself seems easy until you find out how easy it is to **** up. Jump off a bridge. Yeah. You gotta drive there. Climb on the edge. Feel the wind. Look down. Heart races. Work work work.
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I'm sure if you look on Craigslist you'll find someone willing to do the job for you...