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The most intimate relationship I've had is with my current best friend. Unfortunately, she's married with kids. It's the kind of thing where we just clicked immediately, and under different circumstances we'd probably be together, but I have to respect that she wants to do the right thing for her family. After we decided to end things physically it's been pretty hard, we both have to keep ourselves in check, and there have been a few very emotional slip ups, but I'd rather have it this way than not have her in my life at all. It's honestly probably best for both of us to just distance ourselves, but we aren't there yet. And if anyone is thinking it's just a fling, it's been a 3 year emotional rollercoaster. I normally have no problems being friends with women, even ones I'm attracted to, this time it's just different.

In the meantime, I'm hoping to meet someone that makes me even half as happy as she does, but online dating is a real bitch.

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