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um just listening/watching some hendrix adn realised how insanely easy hes doin it all. all those insane solos and riffs- all effortless. playing with his teeth at woodstock, rehearsing once or twice and sounding like a god and making history. he was born to play guitar, its him. hes known as one of the greatest guitarists EVER. born to play guitar- unlike me, although i like playing guitar and stuff, but couldnt make a song or do a solo if my life depended on it. why why why why why cant i have natual talent like hendrix, or clapton, or mccartney. i and many others like me are dubbed as the 'dispensables' people who have no point, and are not needed for anythn in this world. people like jimi hendrix, eric clapton, the beatles, led zeppelin, are dubbed as people 'born for greatness' people who (as the name suggests) will be remembered forever and marked down in the history books. and sadly enough 'dispensables' are becoming a majority, and again, sadly enough, there will never ever be another guitarist like hendrix, another composer like beethoven, another cartoonist/writer like disney. seems the consumers standards for greatness have greatly decreased, people having fits over "musicians" like 'simple plan', 'eminem', and such other catastrophes.
and in closing, i love music, but (yet again) sadly enough do not have what it takes to even be considered 'good' in the charts.
silverchair released their no1 single 'tomorow' at 14.- my current age..*slowly melting inside*
paul mccartney came up with the lyrics for 'when im 64' at the age of 9... god.
which leaves me useless, a 'dispensable'..so what the **** am i supposed to do for a living?
dispite all the compliments and well wishers, iam not cut out for music (music being the only thing im half good at)....****.- juan

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