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scottsy · 09-14-2009, 10:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Freebase Dali

Is it bad when you find yourself not caring about anyone at all? Not even your own family... I mean, an emotional caring...
I can appear to care about everyone I meet... but I wouldn't bat an eyelid if everyone I've met died.
I just don't have it in me.

I feel a taught connection that's supposed to be natural, but I know I would never cry for a funeral.
I'm just finding the bad parts of people lately and it keeps supporting my position.

I just keep finding non connections.
It's a trend that I don't think I can control.

I felt like that earlier this year, around April, just before a fairly major depressive episode involving at least one panic attack. I simply got overwhelmed and something had to give... I'd just keep an eye on yourself there... you may well not be feeling anything like me, but it's always good to reflect and monitor one's mental health as much as the physical aspect of things...

My doctor hooked me up with depression meds and now, six months later I honestly feel like a 20 something aside from the weaker muscles and greater amounts of gray....lol!

Freebase Dali · 09-14-2009, 10:19 PM

No.

So far, I got him a squirrel to devour, so he's turned his hunting instinct on. Now he hunts lizards, bugs, and other scurrying creatures.
But that's his nature.
He's really adapted to being around people, but he's still a kitten. Only about 3 months old. It's a learning process for him. His previous home was in the city. I brought him to the country and his domain has extended. I'm waiting to see how he handles it, how he controls it, before I realize his tendencies.

I think his name should be based on his tendencies.
I'm not going to name him John.

Sparky · 09-14-2009, 10:22 PM

your putting way more thought into it then i ever did.

I just pick something that sounds cute.

Freebase Dali · 09-14-2009, 10:23 PM

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Originally Posted by scottsy

I felt like that earlier this year, around April, just before a fairly major depressive episode involving at least one panic attack. I simply got overwhelmed and something had to give... I'd just keep an eye on yourself there... you may well not be feeling anything like me, but it's always good to reflect and monitor one's mental health as much as the physical aspect of things...

My doctor hooked me up with depression meds and now, six months later I honestly feel like a 20 something aside from the weaker muscles and greater amounts of gray....lol!

Oh I'm not depressed.
Meds aren't really the answer for me. I don't have a problem with how I feel about people. I'm at peace with it. I feel natural. I don't want a drug to change that.
The only downfall is that I have to lie to people.
I really don't like presenting to people something I'm not.
But it's part of the process.
I'm used to it.

Freebase Dali · 09-14-2009, 10:24 PM

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Originally Posted by matious

your putting way more thought into it then i ever did.

I just pick something that sounds cute.

One man's trash...

scottsy · 09-14-2009, 10:24 PM

BTW, I have a bad history of depression and panic attacoks so I just considered I might be completely different to your case...lol...

This was the first time I ever did anything about it though and I am glad I did. I've never looked back.

Terrible Lizard · 09-14-2009, 10:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Freebase Dali

Oh I'm not depressed.
Meds aren't really the answer for me. I don't have a problem with how I feel about people. I'm at peace with it. I feel natural. I don't want a drug to change that.
The only downfall is that I have to lie to people.
I really don't like presenting to people something I'm not.
But it's part of the process.
I'm used to it.

You have to let yourself feel sometime.

Freebase Dali · 09-14-2009, 10:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Terrible Lizard

You have to let yourself feel sometime.

If I let myself feel all the way, I'd be too angry.

Terrible Lizard · 09-14-2009, 10:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Freebase Dali

If I let myself feel all the way, I'd be too angry.

Get angry, and post pictures of a crude, creepy monkey commenting on delicate subjects on a forum to amuse and annoy the **** outta' everyone.

scottsy · 09-14-2009, 10:48 PM

A good way to let it out!

09-14-2009, 10:19 PM	#9762 (permalink)
Freebase Dali Partying on the inside Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 5,584	No. So far, I got him a squirrel to devour, so he's turned his hunting instinct on. Now he hunts lizards, bugs, and other scurrying creatures. But that's his nature. He's really adapted to being around people, but he's still a kitten. Only about 3 months old. It's a learning process for him. His previous home was in the city. I brought him to the country and his domain has extended. I'm waiting to see how he handles it, how he controls it, before I realize his tendencies. I think his name should be based on his tendencies. I'm not going to name him John. __________________

09-14-2009, 10:24 PM	#9766 (permalink)
scottsy Untalented Drummer Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Sussex, Wisconsin Posts: 2,900	BTW, I have a bad history of depression and panic attacoks so I just considered I might be completely different to your case...lol... This was the first time I ever did anything about it though and I am glad I did. I've never looked back. __________________ "If you're like me, then it's possible you're a clone generated from my stolen DNA. I suggest you turn yourself in for destruction immediately" - Shaun Micallef.

09-14-2009, 10:48 PM	#9770 (permalink)
scottsy Untalented Drummer Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Sussex, Wisconsin Posts: 2,900	A good way to let it out! __________________ "If you're like me, then it's possible you're a clone generated from my stolen DNA. I suggest you turn yourself in for destruction immediately" - Shaun Micallef.

09-14-2009, 10:22 PM	#9763 (permalink)
Sparky not really Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 5,223	your putting way more thought into it then i ever did. I just pick something that sounds cute.