Sorry to hear that bro. She have any history of mental illness/suicidal tendencies/warning signs? I feel for your friend Evan I'm sure he probably has survivors guilt. I assume he found the body?

That must have been (and still be) so devastating. Take all the time you need to mourn and recover, take care man.

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Sorry, man. This really sucks. Life needs to quit kicking you in your balls.

They were the only ones on the farm at the time. He found her.

I don't know if it helps (probably not) but I think you deserve great credit for putting your buddy's loss first over your own. As you say, she was his girlfriend but your friend, and when push came to shove you chose to put your own personal feelings to one side in order to be able to comfort him. There are not too many people who could do that, Exo, and some time later when it's not so raw you should remember that and be proud of yourself.

Be well.
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I took the extra day off yesterday and stayed home. Dana had work all day so I was by myself but it allowed me to feel all of the feelings I wasn't able to feel because I was so focused on my friend and getting to and from Maine.

It was good to feel all those feelings. Horrible day but good in the long run.

I think I'm starting to heal. It'll be a while but it's a start.

Thanks to all of you who had words for me. It means a lot.

Obligatory "don't wait to talk to your friends who are going through a rough time" statement.

It's good to hear you're taking good care of yourself, even though that must have been a terrible day. Hold on man

Really sorry to hear that ellph. It must be very difficult on you to not have a place to rock. Thoughts and prayers.

How 'bout 6th Street.