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Anteater · 06-13-2020, 06:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Raime

Had a talk with my friend today about how I've been more depressed than usual, we both chalked it up to me only sleeping, and working for the past couple months. Coworkers were nice enough to tell me to take an actual Sunday off because I've been miserable at work. I appreciate it, but I feel even worse now that I can't just work, and be happy that I have a job. It doesn't feel right to be so down when I know of other people that deal with more ****.

****, I just want to be normal, not complain, and not feel like **** all the time for no discernible reason other than "muh brain chemistry not right".

Do you get any exercise? You'd be surprised how much that can help.

goldendoodle · 06-14-2020, 05:43 PM

About 3 weeks off meds now; I can feel the depression coming back. Feels like I'm underwater. Alexa play The Disintegration Loops

Raime · 06-14-2020, 05:48 PM

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Originally Posted by goldendoodle

About 3 weeks off meds now; I can feel the depression coming back. Feels like I'm underwater. Alexa play The Disintegration Loops

I've only managed to go 5 days in between each dose. **** feels horrible when I get to the 4th/5th day.

OccultHawk · 06-14-2020, 06:04 PM

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Originally Posted by goldendoodle

About 3 weeks off meds now; I can feel the depression coming back. Feels like I'm underwater. Alexa play The Disintegration Loops

Did you really go weeks without feeling depressed?

goldendoodle · 06-14-2020, 06:36 PM

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

Did you really go weeks without feeling depressed?

Well, no, but there's normal-depressed (my default state) and Depressed. I was still depressed on the meds of course but it's much worse off of them.

OccultHawk · 06-14-2020, 06:40 PM

I hear ya

It’s not like we have a Cap’n Crunch depresso-meter

Raime · 06-14-2020, 10:50 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

One of the new girls at my apt plays viola

which is SICK

we were jamming VU type droney shiet

Jealous. I'd love to sample some Viola drones.

OccultHawk · 06-14-2020, 11:09 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

One of the new girls at my apt plays viola

which is SICK

we were jamming VU type droney shiet

Cool af

Man oh man, seeing a woman play an instrument like that will get a crush going zero to 100 in a single note.

OccultHawk · 06-14-2020, 11:10 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

the other girl annoys me tho I gotta be honest

get a really preppy LA vibe from her

I was talking about how I might work at a cemetery and she was like "uh gross why" basically

so I deadpan told her I'd like to touch the dead

Don’t be too judgy - you never know

OccultHawk · 06-14-2020, 11:29 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

she said my playing was really good (Viola gurl)

which it isn't

so maybe she just digs me

.get.it.in.

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