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OccultHawk · 06-29-2020, 12:22 PM

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Originally Posted by goldendoodle

Went to my first therapy appointment (I didn't get to choose the therapist; my social worker at the hospital arranged it and there's very few therapists here that accept medicaid anyway) today. Barf. I didn't click with her at all; it was incredibly awkward.

Semi stupid question but are you sure it’s that important to click?

Raime · 06-29-2020, 12:26 PM

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Originally Posted by WWWP

A while ago I bought a ticket to go visit my sister and new niece in CO, pre-corona.
I am supposed to leave on Wednesday and stay for a week, I already have the vacation time approved. I'm only mildly hesitant about traveling, I'm less concerned about catching something myself than I am concerned I'd spread it to my sister or her in-laws unknowingly.

I told her last week that I convinced myself it was a bad idea, I was going to follow my gut and stay home. My mom and youngest sister are still going, and now they're all telling me I'm overthinking it and working myself up and saying I would regret it if I didn't go and it all turns out fine. Bf says if I go I have to self-quarantine somewhere away from the house for two weeks. It would take maxing out a credit card, but so it goes.

I've gone back and forth on it so many times I can't even think straight, but as it stands I have until Wednesday to make a decision lol. What would you do, mb?

v representation of the inside of my head rn

goldendoodle · 06-30-2020, 04:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Marie Monday

Oh no, can you change therapists? Its so hard to find a good one. I once got one assigned by my doctor and he was a huge moron, its horrible to be in a place where you need to be understood and to feel like that isn't happening at all

I could, yes, it's just that it's very difficult to find a therapist that accepts medicaid and is currently accepting new clients. I hate therapy anyway. (My mom was always trying to force me to go to therapy in middle school and high school and it was awful.) I'd be interested in trying EMDR or something though.

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

Semi stupid question but are you sure it’s that important to click?

I think it is, yes, at least somewhat. This lady however.. she seemed dumb as a rock, honestly. I feel mean for saying that, but it's true.

OccultHawk · 06-30-2020, 04:39 PM

I hear you. Good luck.

**Marie Monday** · 06-30-2020, 04:55 PM

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Originally Posted by goldendoodle

I could, yes, it's just that it's very difficult to find a therapist that accepts medicaid and is currently accepting new clients. I hate therapy anyway. (My mom was always trying to force me to go to therapy in middle school and high school and it was awful.) I'd be interested in trying EMDR or something though.

That sucks, it might still be worth finding a new one though. And I've heard good things about EMDR

goldendoodle · 06-30-2020, 04:58 PM

Maybe. I know I badly need therapy for my bizarre intimacy issues but at the same time, it always feels horribly indulgent to just sit and talk on and on about such things at length (unless of course I'm oversharing here at 3 am) so part of me would rather just suffer.

**Marie Monday** · 07-01-2020, 01:36 AM

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Originally Posted by goldendoodle

it always feels horribly indulgent to just sit and talk on and on about such things at length (unless of course I'm oversharing here at 3 am) so part of me would rather just suffer.

Yeah, same for me. That's just your brain being an ******* to you though, and telling you that you don't deserve things you need

OccultHawk · 07-02-2020, 05:20 AM

The pigs swept off the homeless from the small park on my street.

Covid is at the local jail but white officers would literally rather get it and spread it than wear a mask.

OccultHawk · 07-04-2020, 04:55 AM

Only two homeless in the park this morning

Both sleeping sitting up. One saying some weird ass **** in his sleep.

Left some apple and grapefruit juice out for them

~~jwb~~ · 07-04-2020, 06:29 AM

People have been setting off fireworks and firing guns for like a month straight. It's the perfect storm with coronavirus and the anti-cop vibe.

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OccultHawk one-balled nipple jockey Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Dirty Souf Biatch Posts: 22,006	Only two homeless in the park this morning Both sleeping sitting up. One saying some weird ass **** in his sleep. Left some apple and grapefruit juice out for them __________________ 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 Member of the Year & Journal of the Year Champion Behold the Writing of THE LEGEND: https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...p-lighter.html

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~~jwb~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Jul 2019 Posts: 4,403	People have been setting off fireworks and firing guns for like a month straight. It's the perfect storm with coronavirus and the anti-cop vibe.