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01-05-2020, 07:12 AM | #67161 (permalink) | |||
the bantering battleaxe
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I'm always annoyed by people claiming that suicide isn't an option, because of course it is, and ignoring that only sounds inconvincing. The thing is that it's one of the worst options. If you feel like it's pretty much the only option left, you don't really have anything to lose, which gives you a lot of freedom to try and make things better. And even though you have a lot to deal with, you also clearly have a lot of potential to make things better: you're intelligent, you clearly have strength if you've made it this far, and you have talent. This feels so ineffective. I can never read things like this and just ignore them, but everything that I can say feels so weak in the face of the things that you, and some other people here, deal with. Just know that I'd gladly be of any help in case ever I can be.
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01-05-2020, 08:31 AM | #67162 (permalink) | ||
...here to hear...
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^ Well said, Marie.
I can't pretend to understand what you are going through, Lucem, so please feel free to disregard the following if it doesn't fit your real circumstances:- I know that people like you on MB - and hanging out with people who like you might help you to unlearn this:- Quote:
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On the topic of suicide, I don't feel very comfortable about giving advice online, but people here are interested about you Lucem: people do care, to the extent that that is possible on the internet. Stay strong, keep writing. I believe that many anxieties can be alleviated by communication and discussion; even if the discussion may not throw up an actual solution, the process itself can be helpful.
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01-05-2020, 09:00 AM | #67163 (permalink) |
one-balled nipple jockey
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You’re a good dude Lucem
I ain’t got no ****ing answers but I really believe that when you look in the mirror you’re justified in believing you’re a good person. Everyone is flawed. That’s just the nature of humanity and I’m not throwing this out cheaply but I think the world is a better place because you’re in it. We’re not better off without you; we’re better off with you. I don’t mean just music banter either.
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01-05-2020, 09:02 AM | #67164 (permalink) |
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I really hope it doesn't come to that, Lucem. You are cool (and pretty smart) and I really hope that at some point your life stabilizes a bit, which would hopefully make it easier to deal with the horrible **** that is haunting you and possibly even find a bit of happiness in life.
It would be sad to see you robbed of that opportunity, even if it might seem far-fetched to you at the moment. I've been obsessing about suicide at a few points in my life, although I had a far better hand dealt to me than you. I never really tried anything and it was more of an OCD persistent thought thing anyway, but I'm so happy I didn't act on it. Life is so damn good nowadays.
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01-05-2020, 10:55 AM | #67165 (permalink) | |
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Unfortunately when you hate yourself you just assume the people who like you don't know you well enough, are lying, are poor judges of character, or are just stupid. It doesn't really help that much.
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01-05-2020, 12:57 PM | #67166 (permalink) | |
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Oh and I'd like a PM. I won't try to give you pithy bull**** to stop you but I will adopt your signature so that everyone will always be uncomfortable reading my posts.
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01-05-2020, 01:57 PM | #67168 (permalink) | |
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I keep saying it. I mean he's not that far from Vegas. At least self-destruct in a cool place.
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01-05-2020, 02:21 PM | #67169 (permalink) | |
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Sid Vicious would have thrown a bottle at you.
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01-05-2020, 02:35 PM | #67170 (permalink) | |
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Bro he hated the bitch he was ****ing and like killed her maybe I dunno and he was on drugs and died before punk crashed so he should be your hero.
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