Your Day

The Batlord · 01-03-2020, 05:41 PM

Yeah go with that.

Lucem Ferre · 01-03-2020, 06:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by elphenor

hell when the majority of the bands I want to see are comprised of members over twice my age, all I got is ****in time

mid 20's crisis overcame

Quarter life crisis.*

The Batlord · 01-03-2020, 06:49 PM

I'm sure he'll have another life crisis every five years on the dot.

The Batlord · 01-04-2020, 07:08 AM

TFW you get an extra day off cause you forgot to set your alarm and your manager was pissed off at you being an hour and a half late without calling.

The Batlord · 01-04-2020, 04:21 PM

It's a ****ing Slurpee, retard.

OccultHawk · 01-04-2020, 04:23 PM

I’ve been cooking up the same thing at work every morning:

ribeye cut into thin pieces - three eggs- pepper jack cheese all scrambled in butter

plus a double double espresso in about ten ounces of whole milk

Bam!

Gone are the days are ****ing around with experimental omelettes.

WWWP · 01-04-2020, 05:20 PM

I've read that variety is good in a diet but also that it's good for digestion/metabolism to eat the same foods at the same times every day.

OccultHawk · 01-04-2020, 05:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by WWWP

I've read that variety is good in a diet but also that it's good for digestion/metabolism to eat the same foods at the same times every day.

Both good points

I try to eat enough at work to not need to eat at home to save money

The Batlord · 01-04-2020, 07:15 PM

I'd say you can start sucking dick for money but that might be dangerous in Texas.

Lucem Ferre · 01-05-2020, 06:22 AM

I went to a bar in downtown SLC playing 80s new wave and then we went to a goth club that was also playing 80s new wave. I got really drunk but none of the alcohol or the music could mask my anxiety and depression. I've been going back into a downward mood swing and I just can't escape the, I guess, ptsd thoughts. The feelings of loneliness, self pity, extreme anxiety and guilt. Guilt for what? I don't know. I guess when you spend your whole life being taught to hate yourself you just feel an unshakable existential guilt that not even weird 80s dance music can cure. Even being cuter than Post Malone doesn't help in these moments. I'd rather not be cute and be okay with being. I can't afford medication. I have a hard time coping with people and anxiety so it's hard to retain jobs even if I like both the job and the people. People always talk about solutions to suicidal thoughts but they never leave 'suicide' on the table when I'm fairly sure it's a solution and the only one I can actually take. Or the easiest one. I gave myself 3 years in 2016 to pull myself out and I'm still here and I don't know if I want to keep trying or muster up the courage to finally quit.

Weird question, but if I ever decide to kill myself would you guys want to know, like a quick goodbye or should I just keep it to myself? If I ever commit to that decision I never want to put myself in a situation where people can stop me, but I also want people who wouldn't know better and, for what ever weird reason, have grown attached to me, to know so they don't have to wonder. Maybe it's better to let people wonder because they could be like "Man, maybe Colbey is probably doing much better now". Well, I posted this so probably not. I even screwed that up. No. Suck my dick from the back, Music Banter. I can kill myself how ever I want and if I want. I'm the cute Post Malone FFS.

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