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07-25-2019, 05:17 PM | #63231 (permalink) | |
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07-25-2019, 05:19 PM | #63233 (permalink) |
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Is it inconceivable?
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07-25-2019, 05:19 PM | #63234 (permalink) | |
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Yeah I feel that. I've heard that trauma or depression or whatever in your mother when you're in utero can **** up your development. I believe it. My mother was definitely ****ed up and depressed when I was very young and I believe it started long before I can remember. I think whatever that **** was stunted my emotional growth cause none of... THIS feels like it started at any point I can look to or has anything to do with any choice I ever made or anything I was ever subjected to. It's just how I always was. Like misery and misanthropy were hardcoded into my DNA for no apparent ****ing reason.
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07-25-2019, 05:22 PM | #63236 (permalink) | |
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And I am trying not to push you too hard cause I know in the past I've been guilty of that. I've pushed you lightly only cause your apathy is your worst enemy and I think to some extent you are settling when you don't need to. |
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07-25-2019, 05:23 PM | #63237 (permalink) |
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I’d like to get a brain scan and see if they can detect any malformation or damage
That’s what I was getting at in another thread
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07-25-2019, 05:25 PM | #63239 (permalink) |
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I really didn't wanna say. But mainly triple C's.
I drank and smoked weed and occasionally did stuff like shrooms/acid/molly too but that wasn't the real problem. When I started working 12 hour factory shifts I started taking pills to keep me up. Most of the staff was on Coke and meth. I knew I couldn't afford those habits. |
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