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**Exo** · 08-01-2019, 09:17 AM

I'm getting a new car soon so the desire to have a vehicle that doesn't smell like a bowling alley will help with the habitual part of it. I do a lot of commuting and smoking was a good time passer. I've been down to about five cigarettes a day for years now. Two on the way to work, two on the way back. One after dinner. It's like, what's the f*cking point anymore?

OccultHawk · 08-01-2019, 09:21 AM

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I have a lot of self hate stored away in my soul that likes to reach its decrepit fingers through its jail cell and stick cigarettes in my mouth. I know all the dangers and have seen all the commercials. I don't want to die like that. Nobody does. I however made lots of advancements in my personal life dealing with depression and self loathing and whatnot but the last remaining remnant of my previous struggles has been those death fingers sticking cigarettes in my mouth. I haven't enjoyed it for some time now. I used to actually enjoy the smoking. Now I don't. I'm very very tired of it so I think it's time to tell that darkness that lives in me that allows me to shorten my life to f*ck off.

**Exo** · 08-01-2019, 09:23 AM

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OccultHawk · 08-01-2019, 09:35 AM

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Yesterday I visited a friend with a pool and we BBQed chicken wings and listened to all 4 and half hours of that new Mingus in Detroit release. And went night swimming. Driving home I almost hit a (probably) homeless guy who was walking his wheelchair against traffic in the middle of a five lane one way road in the middle of the night. There but for the grace of god go I. Thank God I was completely sober or things could have gone horribly different.

**Exo** · 08-01-2019, 09:38 AM

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Yesterday I visited a friend with a pool and we BBQed chicken wings and listened to all 4 and half hours of that new Mingus in Detroit release. And went night swimming. Driving home I almost hit a (probably) homeless guy who was walking his wheelchair against traffic in the middle of a five lane one way road in the middle of the night. There but for the grace of god go I. Thank God I was completely sober or things could have gone horribly different.

I'm honestly more shocked that a five lane one way road exists in this country. Or is that just a different way to say a highway?

OccultHawk · 08-01-2019, 09:50 AM

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I'm honestly more shocked that a five lane one way road exists in this country. Or is that just a different way to say a highway?

It’s such and such highway yeah but it goes from one lane to three to five back to three back to one in like two miles. It expands right there because it’s a very popular exit off a major interstate and if it clogs so does the interstate.

But yeah - the roads down here are really different than up where you are.

**Exo** · 08-01-2019, 09:54 AM

Sounds like you had a nice day before that sh*t happened though.

OccultHawk · 08-01-2019, 10:07 AM

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Sounds like you had a nice day before that sh*t happened though.

It was wonderful day that made me feel grateful to be alive and thankful that there are people who like me as I am and almost hitting that guy ain’t hitting him. I wasn’t upset about it except for him and that doesn’t do him no good but there are more and more homeless around here every damn day. Great economy my ass. It looks more like India every ****ing day.

The Batlord · 08-01-2019, 03:07 PM

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Yesterday I visited a friend with a pool and we BBQed chicken wings and listened to all 4 and half hours of that new Mingus in Detroit release.

*fights a monkey armed with a knife and kicks it through OH's door*

Did somebody say Bring Me the Horizon?

WWWP · 08-01-2019, 09:41 PM

i'm working a community outreach event on saturday so i'm only working a half day tomorrow and will be off at noon, my dog will be in daycare, and my landlord will be at my house working on the washing machine. i've got like 20 bucks. how do i maximize this rare free time since i can't just be at home doing what i actually want to be doing?

08-01-2019, 09:17 AM	#62531 (permalink)
Exo All day jazz and biscuits Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 7,354	I'm getting a new car soon so the desire to have a vehicle that doesn't smell like a bowling alley will help with the habitual part of it. I do a lot of commuting and smoking was a good time passer. I've been down to about five cigarettes a day for years now. Two on the way to work, two on the way back. One after dinner. It's like, what's the fcking point anymore? __________________ LastFM SUPREME POO BAH MODERATOR EXTRAORDINAIRE*

08-01-2019, 09:54 AM	#62537 (permalink)
Exo All day jazz and biscuits Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 7,354	Sounds like you had a nice day before that sht happened though. __________________ LastFM SUPREME POO BAH MODERATOR EXTRAORDINAIRE*