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Even I got to say it: LOSER

(and keep your ban hammer in your goddamn pocket wolf - it’s for his own good)

elph - as someone who actively participated in real punk rock scenes on the tail end of punk back when it was really a thing

The same **** sucked about punkism and hippydom before it: young people throwing their lives away

It’s not romantic or poetic or punk it’s not luminescent sorrow

It’s just stupid - when you die (probably an overdose and everyone says it’s sad I’m going to say **** you for hurting everyone that cared about you)

that goes to all my dumb dead ****ing friends - i piss on your graves you selfish ****s

Fake drugs
Fake punk scene
Hella fake feminist

Probably predictably I don’t care if you **** your friend’s girl

I don’t think that’s that big of deal seeing how women aren’t property

What I think is ****ed is that you think she’s something she’s not and you think you have some kind of depth that she lacks -

You’re a sexist *******

Squirrels
Krokodil
Dream Theater concerts
A good cup of Joe
Cherry pie

Following in the footsteps of rock stars you worship just because you think their music sounds good is pretty boring. You don't even know what their footsteps are. You know as much about Lou Reed as a watcher of Keeping Up with the Kardashians knows about Kim K.

Bruh don't try to romanticize your death wish. It's a small pathetic thing not worth raising up. It's simply a failure to be able to wrap your head around what you're trying to comprehend. All this schtick you push is just cheesy. If you're gonna destroy yourself then just admit that you're giving up so that you can have some dignity.

An interesting question. My grandfather was born pre-Great Depression and basically was disowned by his family as a child. He grew up on the streets, eventually found work and started working on Coca-Cola trucks and got involved in their warehousing. He then ended up as a driver for various generals in the Pacific corridor during WW2, sometimes having to go to pretty ****ed up places.

Then one day randomly, despite having been agnostic his whole life, he wakes up and believes that God spoke to him and says "you got to start a church and help people." And that's what he ended up doing for the next fifty plus years, becoming a big pastor in Houston and then later Bay City, TX.

My point is that your life is whatever you decide you want it to be. If you don't feel like God or the universe is calling you to do something special, maybe you should try a bunch of other things, meet more people from backgrounds you aren't familiar with, network with potential mentors and thought leaders...and see if you have a knack or a passion for something bigger than yourself.

i'm not tryna ban anyone but is this or is this not a mental health crisis

It could just be an eatupus complex and a drinkthedregs kink.

Although some on this forum may doubt this there are people who would be very hurt if I killed myself and since I love those people it is a strong disincentive for me personally

If I ever kill myself I'll PM the mods and tell them to post what they feel is appropriate and then wait a week to see what people say. Then I'll kill myself. What's the point if you can't see what everyone says about you?