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OccultHawk · 02-21-2019, 02:54 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

I've always had a hard time with genuine friendship

I tend to find myself automatically assimilating people into my way of being like forming a posse so to speak

ffs

drop your agenda and be a goddamn human

**Marie Monday** · 02-21-2019, 02:56 PM

@ Elph That doesn't sound like a bad way to start friendships. I'd like to have a posse, my friends are very dear to me but many of them have different interests and tastes

Edit: unless you create a situation that is forced/unnatural

**Exo** · 02-21-2019, 03:07 PM

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

I finally reached a point where if I got wind that someone ever used heroin even once I wouldn’t have anything to do with them because I got so tired of my friends dropping dead. And also because junkies can’t be saved and even recovering junkies are still damaged years clean. There’s an occasional exception but it’s so rare I don’t really care to give the person the benefit of the doubt. I’ve softened on that a little because I’m ****ed up too and working in a hot ass kitchen you see some amazing **** good and bad. Still though it’s a red flag. Too much pain.

I reached that point too. Then my brother made a huge turn around and it made me realize people can do it. He had an incredible amount of emotional and financial support from my parents though. Not sure if he would have been able to do it without them. Still, I know where you're coming from. Keeping distance is fine but I still care about my junkie friends.

OccultHawk · 02-21-2019, 03:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Exo

I reached that point too. Then my brother made a huge turn around and it made me realize people can do it. He had an incredible amount of emotional and financial support from my parents though. Not sure if he would have been able to do it without them. Still, I know where you're coming from. Keeping distance is fine but I still care about my junkie friends.

A lot of it was after they all died I didn’t make any new ones.

And when it’s your brother, **** man, hope it stays good - for real

**Exo** · 02-21-2019, 03:18 PM

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

A lot of it was after they all died I didn’t make any new ones.

And when it’s your brother, **** man, hope it stays good - for real

I think he's good. It's just the manic bi-polar that is still an issue sometimes. Not his fault though. Thanks for saying that.

Zhanteimi · 02-21-2019, 03:43 PM

My condolences, Exo.

**Marie Monday** · 02-21-2019, 03:56 PM

Mine too, that's awful. At least it's good that your brother is doing well

Mindy · 02-21-2019, 04:04 PM

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

make some real life friends

ok

Zhanteimi · 02-21-2019, 04:05 PM

^Easier said than done.

Key · 02-21-2019, 04:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Exo

I think he's good. It's just the manic bi-polar that is still an issue sometimes. Not his fault though. Thanks for saying that.

I wish my brother could make a turn around but he's in jail again so it's really up to him. Haven't really had an older brother to talk to in over 10 years it feels like. But it also made me try to be a good older brother to my younger brother. Help him when he needs it. My younger brother is far more successful than I am but I still try to be the supportive older brother regardless of what he decides to do.

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Zhanteimi Mord Join Date: Oct 2014 Location: Tokyo Posts: 4,873	My condolences, Exo. __________________ Zhanteimi LetsTalkMusic

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Zhanteimi Mord Join Date: Oct 2014 Location: Tokyo Posts: 4,873	^Easier said than done. __________________ Zhanteimi LetsTalkMusic