It's been a strange day. My website will be taken down for 'reasons', since I am no longer the IT person at work (praise jeebus), and a musician I had been working with a couple of years ago sent me an email this morning asking me to delete the stuff we worked on together.

I'm gettin too old for this ****.

You should tell them that you got signed and you're using parts of those recordings for your next album and would they mind not getting paid for that since you won't be using any of their parts?

I'll just tell him he's gettin paid in bottled farts and the jaded bitterness of old age.

Woah. Too far.

Gaucho Marx or some ****.

Skid Marx

Yes but I was very sneaky.

Also my day ****ing sucked. I was anxious all day and Christmas time at UPS is the worst. Worst ****ing people all month and they all get angry with me because I can't guarantee their packages will arrive by Christmas. Do the math people. It's the 12th today. Ground shipments typically take a week excluding weekends unless specifically asked for. 12 + 5 or 6 is 17-18 estimated. And not including weekends that turns to about the 19th or 20th. Either way, if you're not shipping now and you have to ship to the east coast, it probably won't make it.

All while fighting off depression and putting on a happy face for people is also difficult.

I ****ing hate everything and I want to sleep and be done.

But first. Weed.

You got all of your music up in one place somewhere else? Like Youtube maybe?
(assuming here that you have some music on that website that will get taken down)