yep ride it out; it's worth it.

the first ep does have this tho

https://i.pinimg.com/originals/28/fe...d10023374f.gif

I had a little bit of a weird morning. I felt so anxious after I woke up that I actually started crying. Didn’t understand what was causing it. I decided instead of bringing my weed to work I’d just get a little extra high during my wake and bake. Predictably, I got the weed creepies like hell walking to work. My heart didn’t start racing but I could feel it picking up. The restaurant was unlocked but the other early preppers weren’t around so I was alone. Finally my mood just flipped. I was dancing around cutting up the fish. Like really super happy. Then I leveled out. It was the song “Car Wash” that put me in a good mood. Then I spaced out on Death and Deicide and Burzum. Then I switched gears and listened to the Cure and the Smiths. Listened to college football walking home. I don’t have any bets going so it’s like whatever. Just kind of enjoy listening to games sometimes.

Sorry to hear that, glad everything worked out.

I think I have the male equivalent of menopause (no joke)

Thanks

Manopause?

I like it!

I hear you.

The way my brain is for now it’s worth it to me

If I go back to where I was with the really negative stuff I’ll go back to taking my meds

I don’t like the side effects though

I mean it’s not like a free lunch - if I’m not having suicide ideation or missing work I’m going to keep trying to ride life out without it.

saturday night.... woot woot! https://i.imgur.com/1PXbc6t.png

You mean the "placebos"?