Your Day

~~[MERIT]~~ · 11-09-2018, 11:26 PM

Wasn't feeling well at all last night. My epileptic seizures kicked in around 6 p.m. Called my grandma and she came and got me, so I spent the night with the family. It was nice to see my niece and nephews. We watched Impact pro wrestling together, which has turned into a complete pile of $hit. I miss having cable and WiFi, so I had my fill of watching Food Network and updating my apps whilst over there.

I hope they get the medicinal cannabis infrastructure in place quickly so that I can get some relief. They just passed it on Tuesday, so I expect it to take about a year before we see any dispensaries open up shop.

Lucem Ferre · 11-10-2018, 01:05 AM

My hand clicks all the music I wanna hear.

WWWP · 11-10-2018, 11:30 AM

Gotta make that money though, no way around it

rostasi · 11-10-2018, 11:51 AM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

I've taken too much time off work and now I feel useless but simultaneously I really don't want to work anymore

my job doesn't present any challenge whatsoever so I get a feeling of boredom that's excruciating

Don't you do anything creative with your time off?

The Batlord · 11-10-2018, 03:10 PM

Feeling useless can be pretty sweet though. When you feel divorced from everyone's expectations you kind of get to bathe in yourself in a way you can't when you have to keep your crazy under wraps to function in normal society.

OccultHawk · 11-10-2018, 03:44 PM

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Originally Posted by 66Sexy

Feeling useless can be pretty sweet though. When you feel divorced from everyone's expectations you kind of get to bathe in yourself in a way you can't when you have to keep your crazy under wraps to function in normal society.

That was a huge part of the appeal of living in north east Asia. No one expects you to be in any way normal or functional.

In America it’s more disconcerting. It shouldn’t matter to me but it still affects my self-esteem. I’ve tried extraordinarily hard to disconnect productivity to self worth. It’s just that when you are rewarded by the group it’s hard not to let your pleasure receptors soak in it. Then you’re addicted and when it’s gone you suffer. And suffer. And suffer. It’s very hard to get beyond that.

BassoonPlatoon · 11-10-2018, 04:22 PM

It’s difficult when you have some people telling you you have an impressive resume and other people don’t seem to care or want anything to do with you.

The Batlord · 11-10-2018, 04:36 PM

I guess they must have met you.

BassoonPlatoon · 11-10-2018, 04:42 PM

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Originally Posted by rostasi

Don't you do anything creative with your time off?

Wouldn’t this depend on what you mean be “creative”?

The Batlord · 11-10-2018, 06:03 PM

You know as much as I want to get the **** out of my job I also hate change. But now that I've gotten a phone number off one manager for a recommendation while telling them not to mention it to my boss cause I don't trust him not to be a dickhead about me looking for a new job after the screwing me out of overtime thing I kind of have to leave or I'll look like a bitch. That's good?

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~~[MERIT]~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: Missouri, USA Posts: 4,814	Wasn't feeling well at all last night. My epileptic seizures kicked in around 6 p.m. Called my grandma and she came and got me, so I spent the night with the family. It was nice to see my niece and nephews. We watched Impact pro wrestling together, which has turned into a complete pile of $hit. I miss having cable and WiFi, so I had my fill of watching Food Network and updating my apps whilst over there. I hope they get the medicinal cannabis infrastructure in place quickly so that I can get some relief. They just passed it on Tuesday, so I expect it to take about a year before we see any dispensaries open up shop.