MURDER JUNKIE

Good for you, I hope things get easier for you from this point on

right-track

About fucking time to!

I know how hard that must have been for you mate and now you've done it, I'm well pleased.
In fact you've left me speechless...what with that and the trip to the gym...in the same week!

Seriously, you have my respect.
You've taken a massive step forward mate...don't look back.

Merkaba

Adidasss...you're homosexual? Woah man I didn't have the foggiest clue, yeah letting people that are close to you know is probably the hardest thing. Props to you man, hope it takes some weight off your shoulders. Like right-track said, don't look back, people are much more obliged when they know and more often then not will respect you for it, let alone the courage it took to tell them so.

Christ I hope this looks okay in the morning I swear it's hard work concentrating on a post at 3am when your completely trolleyed.

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TheBig3

Why the feeling of illness though?

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right-track

Why...because he has emotions and is human...not some robotic, middle class American Bostonian android.

*contemplates whether there will be an imminent increase in warning points*

bungalow

Wow, that must have been really tough, it took a lot of courage on your part, and I respect that a lot. It is just really good of your sister that she was accepting. When you are as emotionally drained as I imagine that you are, the only thing to do is turn the music up. Keep it real man, and good job.

adidasss

thanks mate... it seems very much surreal, when you've kept that a secret and burried it deep inside for so long ( self protection was a big reason for that ), it being out is a lot to take....( that's for big 3 too )...i was very much frightened at what her reaction was going to be, if she had reacted poorly, if she hadn't said those magical little words "you're my bro and my best friend, of course i'm cool with it" ( to which my eyes started to water of course...every time i read it actually....it meant the world to me.....shit...here i go again... ), i don't know what i would have done.....

i tell ya, i was staring at that send button last night for 5 minutes, finally i just used the good ol' bandage method, do it quickly and don't think about it much, if you over think it, you'll never do it. of course, once i sent the message i was going " oh fuck...." and then this morning when i heard that incoming message sound, my heart stopped....

we're still talking about it ( through messages ), we'll talk about it tonight, no doubt it was a lot for her to take in, that's why i told her via a text message, so i don't put her on the spot and she has time to take it all in....( plus, it was all the strenght i could muster up )

and thanks billy, i've been listening to soft music all day ( bloc party, soft songs ), keep my mind off things, it actually made me feel better.....trust music to do that....

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Fenixpunk

anybody on this board gives you any shit about this adidasss, let me know

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adidasss

thanks man, but as you have come to know, i take shit from noone, besides, it would take a lot more than a couple of retarded kids on a message board to hurt my feelings.....especially after today....and thank you all once again, if this site was a man, i'd defiently hit it...

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Urban Hat€monger ?

it`s good to see everybody behind you and being understanding here , shame I never got that when I needed it

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