It's more or less anti-pretentiousness. I mean, yall think you're intellectual for reading philosophies that I've thought before even hearing the name Nietzsche. Thinking it makes you intellectual is exactly what bothers me. "We're so smart because we read this!" No the **** you aren't. And the sad part is, despite never reading anything Nietzsche has ever written I still understand him better than a large majority that actually study him. IE the Jordan Peterson crowd. The Jordan Peterson crowd reads Nietzsche and thinks they're smart for it. There, now you guys have something in common with Jordan Peterson fans.

And yet, I still get treated like a blithering idiot or a piece of **** or like I'm less than because Derka derka I have stupid hair and listen to hip hop derka derka.

You don't think there's any problem in making all these assumptions about people's intentions? You're pretty ****ing hostile with no cause to be so - except apparent, rampant insecurity of some kind. Point your guns elsewhere, thanks.

It's insecurity based on the fact that people constantly treat me like I'm less then over stupid things. And it wasn't aimed at you, you just jumped in front of the target and said "Oh, oh, why you shooting at me?"

And you feed on it and force it and want me to be insecure because if you don't feel like you're some how better or some how special you're in the same boat.

You replied directly to me... Read your own comment and it's not hard to see why I assumed you were partially aiming it at me. Not that I think it's fair to say the same of Elph or whomever you imagine to be against you.

I swear this feels like a repeat of that Lil Pump debacle. I should just stop talking to you.

Well it's the same thing, I got talked down on over something blatantly superficial and it pissed me off. I'm just sick of being made to feel I'm less than everybody over stupid ****.

Edit: What ever doesn't matter I'll just go **** off and do sumn else.

The way I remember it, any slight against you was all in your head.

Go reread it.

Computer guy said it might be a problem with the motherboard. I hope I'm not gonna need a $400 repair on this thing cause that ain't worth it.

woke up and drove to colchester, THEN found out the grass was still wet and decided to say fucs it and not hoop. i drove to the park near me and ran on the track. pretty sure each lap is a quarter mile. ran 8 laps and then went home to study. found out he communications teacher randomly gave out 3 assignments out 100 points each. so i read chapter one because theres a quiz for it by next class. going to read the chapter again though because its short. had mac n cheese tonight again, tasted nice but i put too much chipotle chili powder i think. i want to stay up because its saturday night but im not sure what to do really. i might read chapter 1 again..woo... saturday night is reading and studying :o:


hope everyone else has/had a wonderful night/day :cool: