i went to the gym....and lived.....*is proud*...........*lights up a fag* ...that's quite enough of healthy living for one day....




btw....the fitness instructor is well fit.....http://img69.imageshack.us/img69/3936/randy4gm.gif

wow. that really sucks man. sorry about that. erm...i have no advice. cuz i suck at that. but um...here have a bagel.

so yesterday was fun-ish. my parents & i put in my new bed & dog cage in my room which was a trip & a half. i didnt think both of them would fit. compared to the twin bed i had before, this full one is about the size of a king. & the cage looks like it could fit a lion in it. but my skillfull dad managed to squeeze both the cage & the bed in there & i get to keep my dresser. so im a happy camper.

I found my old old bands recordings, "i cut myself on this pain, im bleeding deeply and its the only thing that makes me happy" hehe its funny, i sound a bit like tom delonge =P. YAY FOR MEMORIES!

I woke up, went to school. Had another sub in science...she was all, during menopause or something 'cause she was being...just horrid. Annnd then english, where we talked about the iditorod...interesting. Then home cuz my tummy hurt :tongue: hehe.

I figured I would post in here because my day has been pretty good. My girl friend is back from being sick and that is cool. I had a fairly good day, but now I can't figure out what the fuck to do to get my FTP to let other people fucking access it if anyone could help me it would be much appriciated.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i had a amazing past few days.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i won't get into why just cause.... but today which i thought would turn to crap cause good things never last, it never went ****.. it just got better.. clearer... OMG! woooooooooooooooooo!

I just spent $300 on a new backpack for NZ and some really good hiking shoes. Regular priced it all would have been about $430. yay for employee discounts.

at 4am this morning, i sent my sister a message saying i'm gay ( probably the most difficult and gutsy thing i did in my life to date ).....3 hours later she responded....20 messages after that, she said it was cool....:):yeah::)

a big shout out to all the people that suffered my relentless bitching about the subject during the past several months, i could not have done it if it weren't for you, for which i will be eternaly grateful...

WOW!!! that must have been really tough.
Much respect from the Murder Junkie

I thought I had it rough cuz I had to tell my wife that I broke one of her favorite dishes

you have no idea, i'm so emotionally drained that at the moment i'm having trouble putting some food in my mouth, i feel like thowing up,i'm expecting her to call me and i'm scared shitless.....but it had to be done....