F uuuuuuuck

Losing at gambling is the worst feeling

Makes you wanna die swear to god it’s like the ****ing worst

You just lost $300 trying to make $45. Maybe you should lose your bookie's number.

I was going to just drop $100 or maybe two spread out on low payout safe bets

But when I saw that and checked the stats I was like oh I found a winner just go with it

That's how you end up betting your rent money.

No I would’ve gotten $645 counting the $300 I risked

Ah. Well it's a moot point now innit?

Yes but it wasn’t a stupid bet

I mean every bet you lose is stupid by definition but this was a decently researched respectable payout bet

I lost but it well I can’t defend a loss but I spotted an unusually good bet

Those ****s always know **** you don’t know - who has jock itch - whose pitcher just got a dui that hasn’t hit the media -

I’m a sucker f uck it

gambling really ****ing does your head in

Winning is like 100 times cocaine- especially playing cards in a casino - the rush when you win is incredible but the lows are just unbearable

And I’m just a moderate gambler

I mean this is it this month

In Biloxi - especially if you play all night you’ll see some heartbreaking **** between 6-8 AM

People will come in with two fives and eight ones trying to turn into enough for their daily drug habit - buy three five dollar chips 3 hands later they’re moping out with three dollars

Often they don’t know basic strategy or can’t double down on 11’s because they don’t have it (adds to the house edge considerably )