7 years from now you’ll be all about the type of dicking I do

too bad I’ll be 7 years older

No. No I don't.

Just turned 26. 2 days after I got hit by a truck. Limping to the stupid karaoke bar in downtown Salt Lake to suddenly get struck by the I don't want to be heres and spend most of the night in headphones while my friend mingles with random nerds that can't properly connect with my despondency.

Edit: Oh, and I was ****ing broke because I keep spending all my money on doing **** for other people.

That's why I just don't leave the house. You can't be disappointed with where youre going if you never go anywhere. That's my philosophy. :pimp:

it's not like 23 is a magical year wherein everyone has a great time, but i certainly did. it was both the best year of my life and the year i tried to off myself so ymmv lol.

can i pretend to be interested as leverage for a face reveal?

Isolation is unhealthy, though. It's not really disappointment, I just get like that. Where I suddenly don't want to be around all these people and I feel more alone than I actually do when I'm alone.

one of us
one of us
gooble gobble

Plus

Everywhere is a hassle

Noise

No where to recline or lie down

Money

Bad music

Ads Commercials

That's weird. I guess 15 is probably my age then. Still a terrible time, but I feel myself pining for nostalgia from then. Felt like I had more time during the day then. Just more time in general.

I wouldn't consider it isolation. Just an annoyance of present culture. I have the issue of simultaneously living in a city I love and literally having no connections or similarities to anybody I see. I also don't really have many friends since none of them reach out anymore so. I guess you could consider it isolated, but i don't feel that way. Maybe I should? Idk. I don't care tbh. I'm 27. Getting closer to 30 starts to hit ya. I just don't give a **** what happens yaknow?