i have no idea what mudslides, excedrin or nyquil are but thanks for the suggestions, the first two sound like they would be worth a try.....
my siblings can drink me under the table....damn them! they don't have problems with alcohol, or the fact that it just has an awful taste, any alcohol......all i can think of is drinkin it with something strong enough to hide the horrible taste, like lemonade.....
i wish that grass didn't put you down but rather lift you up, that would be perfect, smoke a spliff and go out.....but alas, it is not to be....

let's balance things out, i get the feeling i was describing my life as picture perfect,
today, after a very usual morning of doing nothin at my family's firm, i went back to work after lunch to find everybody in a dead silence, this usually means something's happened, something serious, so i asked my sister what's going on, it seems my brother and his wife had a big fight, i'm not sure what about, i think she was giving him some shit about being late for lunch and tired as he was working like a son of a bitch all day and being ,one might call it a temperament person, he lost it and shouted back, it seems that his wife threatened to divorce him and take the kid upon which he threatened to kill her and then himself if she ever did that, i don't know how serious he was but shit can happen when tempers are flaring, she was trying to leave the apartment and take the kid with her but he wouldn't let the kid go with her so she threatened to call the cops and called my oldest sister to do something, she always gets in the middle of all the shit that happens in my family,i feel bad for her....she told me that that sort of thing happens at least once a year....anyways that turned my stomach upside down, all i could think about was that Lucia ( their kid ) was up there scared shitless ( like i was many times ) and her mother wouldn't listen to my sister and let her leave the apartment so she doesn't have to listen to them ( her words were " my daughter needs to hear this!"..how utterly selfish of her, of them...)..they both have very unstable tempers and she had huge fights with almost everyone in my family except me, i think she's bipolar or something because she seems very nice, but then again i never saw the other side of her.....anyways a couple of hours later they came back down all squared up....i guess they worked it out......maybe that's why i've been a bit too chirpy tonight .....i hate the fact that my niece is growing up in such an environment, after all the talk we had about how we're never gonna do the same thing to our kids as our father has done to us.....
reality bites......

dude adidasss, that sucks. Adults will fight on occasion, i dont think there is a way around that, but ya, i agree with you about the kid being there to witness it. Shouldnt happend. My day, not so exciting. Although I did just book reservations for me and my wife to spend next weekend in Las Vegas...woohoo!!!!

Good to see you having fun tonight adidasss...after all that shit :)

yeah, i tend to get a bit hyper after the storm....

An average day
 

well, my day began at 4:40 am, my son and I played and cuddled for a couple hours, did his breakfast, decided to take our dog Bugz, to the park, so I had to wake my older daughter to come..( not an easy task) but an hour later under protest she jumped in the van..did the park deal, went home swam and had friends over and ate lunch, came iin did the dinner thing, my daughter is overnight at Grams, my son crashed at 5:40 pm I showered and am having drinks reading and writing to you fine folks..Tomarrow may vary a tad, due to my P/t job at night some times..

sorry for disrespecting you earlier dude, you seemed like a lost kid....

I accept your apology..
 

I am a chic though..no offense, ya can't realy tell, unless of course you could see me.

oh sorry again, your post was funny tho...:)

this is gonna turn into a rant fairly quickly so be prepared.

well about 10 minutes ago i just got my head chewed off by my mom. she finally got around to uploading the pics from my camera and came across the pics of my sis and matt all hanging on each other and yelled at me. she told me i was the responsible adult. which makes absolutely no sense since shes always calling me a kid and now when something happens im all of a sudden the adult. she said i was in charge of her and blah blah blah which is true but its not like they were making out or anything they were just hanging on each other which i guess is pretty bad to my mom. so i got yelled at when i didnt even do anything. needless to say im in a not so good mood and am listening to angry/depressed songs to let my rage out. rant done.