It's a long ass story. Basically ranted on Facebook calling all of my friends trash because I felt like nobody was there for me and I didn't feel like I could trust anybody. Mostly was my bipolar mania. Partially because I keep dealing with memories that I don't want to remember and holding on to this deep rooted hatred of my dad. And also the fact that I was stupid enough not to take everybody's advice of ditching my sociopath friend that lied about the stalker.

There's too much going on to really explain everything. But at least I didn't hurt myself or push shopping carts into on coming traffic or some stupid **** like that this time.

Well, ****.
Hope you'll get better.
And from what I've read here you probably should ditch all your friends. Bunch of juggalo drama queens.

The way I acted was like a drama queen, so in all fairness that'd make me a hypocrite.

Anybody know how to trace a textnow number? Or is this impossible?

Is there any reason you still hang out with them other than a desire to have any friends at all?

just found one of my high school classmates shot himself today. we were never close but we did play soccer together for most of high school life. i guess he's alright at the moment (for someone who just shot themselves in the ****in head) but will need surgery to get the bullet removed.

You gonna call him Bullethead? Cause he's got a bullet in his head?

The Steve Harvey Show >

Me: oh dear, I suppose I can't go out tonight; the $14.85 Lyft fare would be much too expensive.. :c

also me: orders pizza ($18) immediately after notifying my friends that I won't be there without a second thought

Yeah.