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01-28-2018, 10:25 PM | #48053 (permalink) | |
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And your not peering into my window. I'm opening the shades to share what I'm going through. Sorry if it bugs some of you folks, but I've been dealing with this **** 24/7 for almost a month now and venting is helpful.
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01-28-2018, 10:28 PM | #48054 (permalink) |
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Youre good bro
Nobody want to dis you Just trying to look out You do you
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01-28-2018, 10:33 PM | #48055 (permalink) |
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Giving one last update (in case I end up in a psych ward) because I won't be able to bear talking about it after this for a while: still no major changes. Blood platelet count dropped again. I keep thinking about that scene in season 1 of broadchurch where she's staring at the sea and saying "I feel very far away from myself." I feel the same. I'm not here. Neither is he and I cannot find him. Keep having memory lapses. I don't know what to with my hands. Inexplicable gnawing guilt. Im playing movies he liked as a kid on my phone so that there's warm familiar sounds. As soon as I started playing a clip from Big Rock Candy Mountain, one of the characters said something like "I'm waiting for you" and I just lost it. No one needs to respond to this, I know there's nothing one can say, I'm just giving an update before I sign off for the week and brace myself for this next crucial 24 hour period. Pls leave cat gifs and amvs in my inbox/profile page if you feel so inclined
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01-28-2018, 10:39 PM | #48056 (permalink) | |
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01-28-2018, 11:24 PM | #48057 (permalink) |
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01-28-2018, 11:31 PM | #48058 (permalink) |
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01-28-2018, 11:37 PM | #48059 (permalink) | |
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I just feel like it's less of a situation about trying to reason with Chula and it's more of a situation in regards to his emotions so I think it's better to give him a bit of support in this scenario. Feel free to reach out, Chula, if need be. |
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