I do ride a bike and it's way better than running cause if I get tired of riding my bike it's a much shorter and less miserable ride home than on my own feet.

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Okay, yeah, fine, probably not though.

Sorry to hear that, Exo. Stuff to do with the brother? Feel free to tell me to **** off. Not you Batty.

I'm ok. Brother is and has been doing great. I'm just trying to figure out my life. Gets to me sometimes. Thanks for asking though. Appreciate it.

I braved the rain by the way bats.

An article I wrote back in 2014 on my website got cited in a report that was published by the Kremlin in 2015. Just found this out.

Why, Putin? Why?

Ugh I've been waking up in a total panic most mornings since the fire. Today I bolted out of bed and ran from the room - not sure what I was running to/from, so I ended up just hugging my dog and going back to bed. I'm so tired and tense all the time, and self medicating isn't really working. :(

When ever I have emotional problems like this I tend to hide them behind a wall of drugs, self harm and denial. Oh and a really dark sense of humor. Now a lot of people will tell you that perhaps counseling or seeking professional help is the key, but you don't want to waste your precious and limited money on those greedy bastards. Unless you have lots of money. Then go for it.

I don't know, I'm not a professional on these things, I just hope things get better.

Self-medication generally doesn't help. Kickboxing does, I suggest you try that to help your anxiety.